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Ok finally I'm not a teenager anymore but it's ok because the older the wiser from the bright side.
Sebenarnye tak tahu nak cakap kat siapa so better cakap kat blog la kan. Jadi gila sekejap.
Actually i'm dreaming of something. Something sweet on my birthday. Mengade2 kan??? Hahaha.. Byk sgt tengok drama kot tapi it happens in the real life. Something sweet macam someone give me a call n sing the birthday song to me or decorate e-card cantik2 n send it to me. Byk2 sbnrnye that i've seen n i think it's sweet. Hurmm ape lagi..tiba2 dapat hadiah ke..like surprise la..surprise birthday party tu tak mungkin la kan...bukan sebab orang tak buat..sebab i can expect what gonna expect..so it's not called a surprise la kan..banyak lagi la bnd2 sweet on birthday..banyak sangat kot...hadiah mungkin tak la..sebab diri sendiri pon tak bagi hadiah kat org masa birthday..so fair la kan..sama la mcm bnd2 sweet tu...well it is give n take..it's applied here..
tapi tak pe..wishes from you guys pon dah sangat2 dihargai..at least i know i'm still on somebody's mind..tak nak la nanti org cakap bagi betis nak peha..
thanks God because i'm in Malaysia right now..so still dekat dengan family..ayah dah janji nak belanja makan..may be i have to wait for another 20 or 40 years so baru dapat benda2 sweet on birthday..dah tua pon tua la..janji dapat merasa kan..tu pon kalau dipanjangkan umur..
i hope one day bila dah tiba masa utk kerja..i'll be far away from people..the most suitable place is the oil platform at the offshore..kat mane2 la..tau la kan offshore..mmg terputus hubungan ngn dunia luar..so even it's your birthday..you dont have to feel sad kalo xde org celebrate ke ape..sebab mmg jauh dari orang..so xyah la time tu nak ngade2 nak bnd2 sweet la..mintak penyepak la jawabnye ngan boss..haha..
may be kalau ade the other half of yours it will be more meaningful..hurmm..tak jugak kot..sebab ade jugak la case mlm2 birthday tu la bergaduh sakan..tapi still it' better to have something than nothing..again it's still not the time yet nak ade other half pulok..
kat vandy may be sweet jugak sebab ade member2 yg sudi2 masak2 sume or at least makan chillis same2 or makan ben n jerrys cake same2..haa tu pon sweet gak..
sorry kalau ade buat sape2 terasa..memang tak berniat langsung..it's just from bottom of my heart..i just wanna cheer up myself on my birthday..like people always say sometimes something is better to left unsaid..tapi tu la..kadang2 kena jugak express..blog pon blog la..layann..nak citer kat org nnti takut kena cop mengade la..poyo la..haha..
ok tu je la kot luahan hati orang gila untuk kali ini..Sekian..lol..
p/s: thanks to sunbae awatif for giving me the cute birthday song n thanks guys for the wishes..
