Fuh^2

I hate to say this but I miss you. Can I?

I apologize

I apologize to you blog for not being updated in such a long period. It is just the laziness of myself and it reflects how hectic I am recently. Actually, I'm thinking of deactivating this blog and stop writing because I realize that I'm not the type of blogging person and I'm really not into writing.This blog also looks dull because of the physical appearance together with the fact of no interesting entry to be written down here. After all, I start to think that in 10 or 20 years from now, I wanna have something to look at in my young ages. So, my final decision is just let it be as it is without the deactivation.

In this entry, I mentioned about my dream to be selected as the TBP members. Alhamdulillah, one of my dream has become true even though sometimes I feel bad about this thing (the feeling when you are surrounded with great people but you are not the one). The "underdog" title is fine with me.

I miss home. I'm not homesick but since I went back home last summer, I know that the phrase "home is the place where the heart is" will hold true in any condition without any violation and assumption needed. I hate being in place where; when you are hungry, you got nothing to eat or even if you have something to eat, they are just tasteless (I'm the picky one about food since my family's background related to cooking, my grandma run her wedding catering service, my mum is a kindergarten's teacher who cook for her students). Malaysia is just a food's heaven. You can have anything you want when you are hungry. I hate being in place where you wanna travel a lot, but your financial doesn't allow you to do that. I could probably travel to anywhere I want but it is just not a nice thing to travel with the limited financial source. So, the best solution is just wait for my graduation, going back home for good, start working and receiving money, and then go travelling around the world. I've spent almost 2 and half years in US but I've never been to California, Florida or even the New York city. A big L to me.

Anyway, I need some motivation and prayers so that I can go through the rest of the semester patiently. I'm having the hardest time period in my life. Since there is nothing much left for me and the comeback seems impossible, I pray for the miracle to happen so that it would become a victory for me at the end.

Cantik+Amazing

This picture was taken during during my flight from Stockholm to Newark, NJ. This was at the air space of Greenland. The pilot announced that we were at the Greenland at there was a very beutiful view outside. Subhanallah. I was amazed by the super cool view. It was really beautiful. At this moment, the aircraft was flying at 30,000 ft above the sea level and I could see the huge mountain and iceberg around the Greenland at this altitude. Could you imagine the real size?? Even when I was at the 30,000 ft altitude, I could see the huge iceberg and mountains. There is still Allah's creature which is untouchable by human being - a place who is really calm, quiet, and free from pollution. I think this was the first and the last time I got this chance since MAS will going to suspend the Newark-Stockholm-KL route. Thanks God. It just a view but it is really something.

p/s: bukit-bukau itu bergerak