Muhammad Firdaus Omar

Randomness Over Night

2011-12-14T10:44:00.000-08:00

How I wish I'm still in US being a Vandy-Engineering-Nerd+Cool. It's one of the best moment in my life. I just can't get over it. I miss going to Wal-Mart at 2am and watching movie through the big flat screen TV in a living room cramped with people. How I wish everyone is still there so that I don't feel working life is taking my friends away. After all, we don't need to be an academic superstar or whatever, we just need to live our life and everything will look just fine. How I wish when I sign in to the YM, everyone is there and not just me alone and we can chat with anyone we want to. How I wish to go to rec center everyday, playing indoor soccer until it closed, going back home, cooking, finishing my homework, and then watching movie. Awesome people are awesome.

p/s: #foreveralone mode

Cubaan Buat Cerpen

2011-11-22T18:44:00.000-08:00

It's a long journey. Joys and tears.

Submit my 1st resume to SLB website on June. Dekat sebulan lepas tu dapat e-mail cakap no available position at this moment. Down sekejap. Teringat lagi ada satu malam tu, lepas balik dari kerja, buat kerja gila. Massive job application hit on Jobstreet. Masa tu selagi ada engineer position, tak kisah la apa jenis engineering pun, terus je click kat button apply tu. Sebab nak jadi engineer punya pasal.

Saat paling critical masa Ramadhan. Ada satu malam (hari Khamis) yang dah masuk time buka tapi tak buka2 lagi. Leave office at 9 pm. Balik rumah, sambung balik buat kerja. Boss press nak tengok deck. Tarawikh entah ke mana. Siap pukul 4 pagi. Tidur kejap. Pukul 5 bangun sahur. After subuh gerak pergi office. Ammend balik deck tu. Seriously, that was one hell of moment in my life. Malam tu rasa stress giler nak nangis.

During the weekend, update resume baru and submit resume tu ke SLB website (for the 3rd time I think). Alhamdulillah, on Monday dapat call suruh attend Group Dynamic (1st stage of recruitment process) after raya, on 7th September. I couldn't describe my feeling at that time. Masa tu rasa sangat excited. 2 bulan after 1st resume submission, baru kena panggil pergi Rohas Perkasa. Masa tu terasa macam Allah dengar rintihan hati ini. Aku yakin, kalau ini lah jalan terbaik untuk masa depan aku, aku mintak Allah permudahkan jalan-jalan menuju ke arah tu.

Masa tu start tanya2 orang2 SLB how the recruitment process is. Rupa-rupanya lain orang lain process. I mean stage level. Semuanya depends on recruiter's availability. Since Group Dynamic tu was one week right after raya, aku memang tak enjoy sangat raya haritu. Nervous terlebih. Yes seronok beraya after 4 years being abroad tapi lagi nervous pasal aku punya interview tu. Dah la dengan on-going project yang aku tengah work-on time tu. Agak la serabut nya kepala aku time raya tu.

Kalau siapa2 nak tahu details pasal interview process boleh la tanya. Panjang kalau nak cerita. Tapi sepanjang 1st time aku pergi Rohas untuk interview sampai la aku dapat offer letter, memang banyak benda yang jadi yang buat aku fikir memang setiap benda ni Allah dah aturkan elok2 dan ada hikmah di sebaliknya.

Overall, ada 5 stages recruitment process untuk SLB ni (again number of stages untuk semua orang tak sama).

1st stage which is Group Dynamic. Dapat call dalam bulan puasa. Memang masa tu tengah mengharap sangat. Jadi antara orang2 last keluar office. Berbuka dalam KTM. Malam2 penat sampai nak pergi tarawikh pun dah tak larat. Kadang2 gagahkan jugak la nak pergi eventho time solat kepala dah laloq giler. Time dapat call tu, terasa macam happy giler like the best Hari Raya present ever. Dalam hati aku "Allah dengar doa aku dan kalau ni betul2 path yang aku patut ambil, I would just go for it". Aku ambil cuti 2 hari semata-mata nak prepare. Alhamdulillah passed stage tu. Kalau tanya orang2 SLB yang pernah went through this Group Dynamic, mesti diorang akan cakap stage ni la yang paling susah among other stages. Kena bantai macam dalam The Apprentice tu. Dah la diorang announce nama2 yang layak untuk ke next stage right after habis. Memang cuak giler kot time tu. Tawakal je minta2 nama kena sebut.

Next stage is one-to-one interview dengan HR Manager. Time ni dah ok sikit nervous tu. Memang masa tunggu kat lobby tu shaking jugak tapi bila tengah interview, everything went well. Mungkin tips masa interview tu aku boleh share dalam entry lain. All I can say is you just need to be yourself, be confident, and don't show any hesitation. Kalau untuk SLB, one important reminder: Don't ever talk about money. They hate it. You know they gonna pay you a lot later on. So just keep the figures to yourself.

Dalam masa tengah tunggu result for this stage, aku ada phone interview dengan Shell. I guess I was screwed at that time. Dah la time aku main set je date and time. Orang Shell tu call time aku tengah ada group discussion. Memang screwed up giler la. Dah ada instinct yang aku tak akan pass pun phone interview ni. Instinct aku betul. The next day terus dapat e-mail cakap aku unsuccessful to the Shell Recruitment Day. Agak sedih tapi aku rasa hikmahnya ialah benda tu ajar aku supaya jangan jadi tamak dan focus dengan apa yang aku tengah ada dulu. Yup at that time, I was working on this one major project in SPAD. So maybe aku just kena focus dekat project tu dulu. Jangan gopoh sangat nak kejar semua benda.

3rd and 4th time aku pergi Rohas untuk next stage interview with the respective segment manager. 1st segment yang aku pergi was Dynamic Pressure Measurement (DPM), a new segment in SLB. Interview pukul 9. Aku dah bagitau boss aku ada hal pagi tu. So masuk lambat sikit. Aku keluar awal dari rumah, pergi office dulu pukul 8.30 baru keluar dari office. Sekali boleh pulak si LRT rosak. Bayangkan dari KL Sentral
ke KLCC, kat each station in between dia stop lama giler. Sampai ramai giler keluar. Memang dugaan. Sampai2 je memang manager mat saleh ni tengah tunggu aku. Crap. Lepas tu aku tak ingat berapa lama aku kena tunggu until diroang panggil untuk the next segment interview pulak. Kali ni segment Drilling and Measurement (DNM).

Actually segment ni la yang aku mintak dengan HR Manager. Dia tanya aku "Why do you choose DNM". Aku cakap "I think being a driller is pretty cool". Ok cakap pasal DNM punya segment interview ni, aku memang takde prepare apa2 sebab memang the call was so sudden dan esoknya aku terus kena pergi Rohas. Dah la masa tu aku tengah busy. Balik rumah malam before nak interview tu pun sambung buat kerja lagi sebab esok tu ada important meeting awal2 pagi. Interview tu pukul 9 pagi so aku rasa ok je kalau pagi tu aku lari kejap ke KLCC. MUla2 aku tak tau la yang boss dah assigned aku wakilkan dia dalam meeting tu. Pagi2 tu aku datang awal office buka2 e-mail baru terbaca e-mail dari boss. Ok masa tu dah rasa screwed up. Aku dah la tak bagitau dia aku kena pergi Rohas. Nak tak nak terpaksa la buat kerja gila. Aku mintak tolong colleauge yang lain wakilkan aku pulak. Nasib baik boss kata OK.

Part paling menyayat hati dalam hidup ialah bila kereta sendiri yang baru berusia 2 bulan involved in accident. Kereta depan emergency brake, aku pun emergency brake, lori belakang bantai kereta aku, kereta aku bantai kereta depan. So of course la effect kat kereta aku paling teruk sebab dah jadi sandwich duduk tengah2. Aku sedih giler time tu. Lagi2 bila orang workshop cakap kereta kena masuk workshop dalam lebih kurang 3-4 minggu. Memang terasa patah kaki. Seminggu terpaksa susahkan ayah aku mintak tolong dia hantarkan pergi lrt station. Weekend memang tak boleh pergi mana2.

Tapi Allah itu Maha Penyayang. Masa aku tengah sedih2 tunggu kereta siap, dapat call yang aku kena pergi Labuan untuk Field Exposure Program (FEP) untuk DNM punya segment. It was like a wake up call for me. Allah uji kita dengan satu ujian, tapi ada benda yang lagi baik menanti. Hebat sungguh perancangan Allah. So maksudnya aku tak payah risau pasal takde kereta seminggu sebab kena pergi Labuan. Yang paling best, balik2 je dari Labuan, orang workshop call cakap kereta dah siap and ready to be picked up. Alhamdulillah.

Ujian before nak pergi Labuan ni bukan setakat tu je. Aku kena pergi Labuan hari Isnin pagi. Malam Jumaat balik kerja macam biasa tapi minggu tu hujan lebat kat Lembah Klang. Since kereta dah takde ni, aku akan balik naik KTM dan turun kat Batu Tiga dan ambil teksi balik rumah. Untuk orang2 Batu Tiga ni diorang memang tahu la yang Batu Tiga ni memang kawasan banjir kalau hujan lebat. Nak dijadikan cerita, Batu Tiga memang banjir teruk malam tu. Kereta tak dapat masuk dan keluar. Taxi service was not available at that night.

Aku mintak ayah aku datang pick up tapi disebabkan hujan, aku kena across federal highway tu through jejantas yang ada tu la. Nak cross jejantas pun dah macam ape. Air dah paras dekat2 lutut. Nasib haritu hari Jumaat. Aku bawa sandal nak pergi solat Jumaat. Kalau tak memang habis la kasut kerja aku. Turun je dari jejantas lalu satu kawasan gelap ni. Ada 2 3 lori park kat tepi jalan. Aku jalan macam biasa je la. Sekali keluar anjing (aku taktau berapa ekor exactly tapi yang aku tau more than two) dari bawah lori tu kejar aku. Aku pun buka langkah seribu. Sandal yang aku pakai aku tanggalkan terus, memang pecut kaw2 nye tak ingat dunia. Aku memang dapat rasa anjing tu dah dekat sangat dengan aku. Tapi ternyata masa tu Ganu lagi laju daripada Usain Bolt. Aku taktau macam mana aku boleh lari laju dengan bag yang ada laptop lagi. Fuhhhh. Memang dugaan.

Hari Ahad tu ada Rugby World Cup Final. New Zealand vs. France. My Allblacks won 8-7. It was a tight game dengan Allblacks dah guna their 4th Flyhalf. At that time, I knew that it was a good sign for my Labuan trip since my all time favorite rugby team won the World Cup at their own mother soil.

I went to Labuan with two other guys. Dah macam penentuan hidup dan mati bila dah sampai Labuan ni. Orang selalu cakap kalau interview SLB, dah sampai Labuan or Kemaman tu, dah kira secured. The reality is, it is not the case. You're almost there, but the chances to fall down are still there. Apa yang aku boleh cakap, seminggu aku kat Labuan ni, aku consider diri aku "under-dog" la. To be honest, I felt like a noob who know shit about oil and gas.

Kawan aku yang lagi 2 orang tu memang ada advantage sebab diorang tengah kerja dengan company oil and gas. Tapi memang betul aku rasa ternganga je 1st time bila kat sana. Sembang2 term oil and gas. Alhamdulillah everything went well. FEP trip was awesome. People are very nice and helpful. Aku try jadi se-humble mungkin sebab memang aku takde basic oil and gas langsung. Memang lah aku ada Mechanical Engineering background, tapi that is so general plus ME major in Vanderbilt doesn't require specialization in any ME field. Apa yang aku ada masa pergi Labuan tu just the engineering background and basic knowledge on what Drilling and Measurement is all about. Being under-dog is a bliss to self-motivate yourself.

Hampir 2 minggu after balik dari Labuan, aku pun dapat la the most awaiting call. I have accepted by SLB. ALHAMDULILLAH. Syukur sangat2. Allah permudahkan jalan-jalan aku untuk menuju goal yang aku dah set. Memang aku ada perancangan sendiri untuk apa yang aku nak jadi tapi benarlah yang tiada siapa mampu lawan perancangan Allah. Semuanya adalah Qada' dan Qadar. Allah uji kita ikut kemampuan kita.

Janji Allah itu pasti.

" Oleh itu, maka (tetapkanlah kepercayaanmu) bahawa sesungguhnya tiap-tiap kesukaran disertai kemudahan. (Sekali lagi ditegaskan): bahawa sesungguhnya tiap-tiap kesukaran disertai kemudahan." Al-Insyirah, ayat 5 - 6.

"Every cloud has a silver lining"

2011-11-18T00:30:00.000-08:00

"Every cloud has a silver lining" atau terjemahannya secara mudah "Setiap yang berlaku itu pasti ada hikmahnya". Ok time to update. Banyak sangat benda nak update since the last entry. Cara paling ringkas yang aku boleh conclude or simplify apa yang aku lalui for the last 6 months: Graduate from college, getting job, and start working life. Tapi sebenarnya banyak lagi benda yang berlaku in between yang buatkan aku berfikir hebatnya perancangan Allah itu nak dibandingkan dengan perancangan manusia ni yang banyak sangat flaws.

Sebenarnya memang nak tulis pasal benda ni lama dah tapi bila dah terbaca entry dari satu blog ni, memang dah sampai masa kena tulis jugak. Tak pernah kenal orang yang tulis blog ni tapi memang writing dia dekat sangat dengan aku mungkin sebab aku go through benda yang sama macam dia. The only difference is he's married and bless with a son. Tu yang buatkan aku lagi suka baca blog dia sebab terasa lebih warna-warni hidup dia tu.

Apa dia yang "Every cloud has a silver lining" ni? Ya memang selama ini, dari kita lahir sampailah ke hari ini semua yang berlaku itu merupakan perancangan dari Allah s.w.t dan pasti ada hikmahnya. Cuma lately aku insan yang selalu pelupa ni baru sedar dan nampak benda-benda yang terjadi tu memang ada hikmahnya. Cuma kita ni boleh berfikir dan mungkin guess kenapa benda itu jadi. All the reasons behind it, Allah knows best.

To make it simple, lets focus on "Job and Life". Banyak sangat kalau nak tulis just dalam satu entry. Aku taknak tulis pasal apa yang aku buat. Aku nak tulis pasal benda-benda yang jadi, yang baut aku terfikir kerdilnya aku sebagai manusia.

Story line: Graduate from Vandy, get a job at Suruhanjaya Pengangkutan Awam Darat (SPAD), started working life in June 2011 (just few weeks after returning to Malaysia), some interview calls in between, and now is about to leave SPAD.

Antara benda-benda yang aku boleh relate dengan apa yang aku lalui for the past six months:

Dalam batch Vandy'11 aku rasa2 aku orang paling awal start kerja, 22nd June 2011 (eh ke ada yang lain lagi awal, taktau la pulak). Advantage nya aku cepat belajar cari duit sendiri based on kerja yang aku buat. Disadvantage nya aku punya relaxing and chilling time after graduate tu kurang lah dari orang lain. All this while, aku rasa aku susah nak ada uban, tapi after start kerja, dah ada orang tegur nampak aku ada uban. Ooo man.
Yup, kerja 1st aku ni bukanlah kerja yang aku aim untuk buat dan aku pun dah cakap benda tu kat boss from the 1st day kerja dan dia cakap dia ok. "Choose wisely what do you wanna do, but as long as you're here, just give your best"
Aku ada dapat banyak interview calls tapi mostly datang dari bank or audit company. Aku memang terpaksa tolak awal2 la kan sebab aku taknak la take risk buat benda yang aku tak suka dan nampak macam desperate sangat nak kerja. Aku rasa budak2 batch yang lain pun mesti ada dapat call tu sebab Talentcorp yang distribute resume kitorang.
Aku pun dah tak boleh nak recall dah berapa banyak resume aku submit ke engineering-based company. Banyak sangat tapi yang kena panggil untuk interview memang boleh kira dengan jari. Ada satu hari tu aku dapat interview call untuk satu oil and gas consultant company ni. Quite famous and big company. Masa pergi interview, ada sorang HR personnel dengan Mechanical Engineering Department punya manager. This HR lady was nice to me. Sembang2 dengan dia sementara tunggu manager ni. So bila manager ni sampai je, dia tanya nama aku, university mana, major apa, and scholar apa. And then dia terus cakap "Ok I don't wanna waste my time. This position is for the non-JPA-scholar". Aku faham intention dia tapi at least interview la aku dulu. Baru la aku tak down sangat.
Start dari situ, buat aku sedar yang Allah ada perancangan yang lagi hebat untuk aku. Perancangan yang aku sendiri tak jangka. Apa yang aku boleh kata, everytime aku submit resume tapi takda feedback or resume kena reject or tak pass interview aku yakin tempat tu bukanlah rezeki aku. Maybe rezeki aku kat tempat lain. Apa yang aku boleh buat time tu, teruskan berdoa mengharapkan Allah permudahkan urusan aku jika itu memang jalan yang terbaik untuk aku.
Kerja kat SPAD is not bad tapi kadang2 ada masa yang terasa macam exhausted giler. Masa tu mula la fikir macam2. Benda yang macam2 tu contohnya jealous bila tengok orang lain dapat kerja best and tertanya2 bila la nak dapat kerja yang best2 macam diorang tu. Aku manusia biasa. Aku pun ada masa yang rasa down giler dengan job hunting ni. Terasa macam tak laku. Ok ada unsur2 tak bersyukur kat situ. Astaghfirullahalazim.
Aku start hantar resume to Schlumberger dalam bulan June. Pernah kena reject sekali. Dapat e-mail cakap "there is no suitable position for you at this moment". Aku update balik resume and then hantar sekali lagi. Recruitment process Schlumberger seems taking forever for me. Ok aku nak tulis another entry just untuk ni. Bukan nak show off tapi sebab macam2 benda jadi in between.
Alhamdulillah sekarang impian jadi kenyataan. Walaupun tak start lagi apa impian itu tapi terasa lega la sikit. Sebab kita yang lalui benda tu dan rasa susah payah dia. Tu yang buatkan kita rasa bersyukur sangat2.

Kesimpulannya:

Yakinlah dengan pertolongan Allah. Macam Maher Zain selalu cakap "Because Allah is always by your side, insyaAllah". Manusia mampu merancang tetapi perancangan Allah itu Maha Hebat. Dia tahu apa yang kita tak tahu. Kadang2 kita rasa rezeki kita kat tempat tu, tapi sebenarnya tidak. Allah tahu mana yang terbaik untuk kita sebab tu orang cakap "Good things come to those who wait". At the end of the day, "every cloud has a silver lining"

Randomness of The Day

2011-03-27T15:29:00.000-07:00

You went to laundry with four socks (2 pairs) and bunch of other t-shirts and pants.

After finishing the laundry, there were only 3 socks left.

You were so pissed off because this was not the first time it happened that way.

Maybe it's hidden somewhere between the t-shirts or pants.

You decided to go back to your room.

On the way back to your room, you found a sock (just a sock, not in pair) on the floor.

"Don't throw your sock everywhere you *$^&!# idiot"..assuming that someone likes to throw their socks everywhere.

Continued the journey to your room.

Sat down in front of the laptop checking e-mail, Facebook, and Twitter.

Suddenly realized that the sock you found on the floor is yours.

NOW YOU KNOW WHY YOU ALWAYS LEFT WITH THREE SOCKS.

p/s: my life is average =)

Story of a man

2011-03-12T17:42:00.000-08:00

22 years of tenure time serving as a Prime Minister is not a short time period. Even me myself is not a 22-years old guy yet. Many kids are grown up during his tenure and I'm not the exception. Here, I'm not talking about his biography. How can you summarize this guy's biography in just one entry. It might take a whole blog or even bunch of books to come into details about him

I am now looking into his new launched book "A Doctor in The House: The Memoirs of Tun Dr. Mahathir Mohamad". I am gonna get one when I return home. It contains his "down to the memory lane" stories. From the reviews and critics, the best part of this book comes from Chapter 53: Anwar's Challenge. I am really looking into this book. There are many things to get to know, to learn, and to seek for the truth.

One thing that makes me admire this old guy. He is man of his words. I am not a politician but politics is one of my interest. My family background could be one of the contribution to this interest. It makes me realize that being a politician is hard. I don't know how they can keep smiling after all the hates towards them. This old guy really teach me how strong he could be at his age. So much things to learn. Too many lessons to follow. At certain points, you were wrong but I admire your consistency in everything you say. The most memorable one is "I may have made many mistakes, but removing Anwar was not one of them".

p/s: updating my current wish-list. Meet Che Det in person. (I know it sounds impossible)

Thank you

2011-02-16T00:53:00.000-08:00

These past few days turn to be happy and memorable days for me. I watch Grey's Anatomy series a lot. I know how hurtful Derek Shepherd is when knowing that Meredith Grey is having Alzheimer. What this neurosurgeon afraid of is when he wakes up and find out that Meredith doesn't know him anymore. Before I become a person who easily forget his sweet memories, let me write it here "Thank you so much for all this happiness. I just can't recall when is the last time I put the true smile on my face. You're my sunshine. Definitely you're."

p/s: The day is getting warmer. The sun is up. Everyone is happy and I'm a happy man.

Rumah, Jiran, Tetamu

2011-02-13T07:18:00.000-08:00

Menemui jiran2 dan tetamu2 yang dikasihi,

Blog ni macam rumah. Orang yang tulis blog diandaikan macam tuan rumah. Reader & orang yang bagi comment pulak tetamu. So, everytime tetamu datang rumah kita, tuan rumah kena greet, sambut, n layan diorang. Kalau ada orang tanya benda2 kat dalam rumah, tuan rumah kena jawab. Apa2 yang jadi dalam rumah, tuan rumah kena sedia la nak ambil full responsibility.

Kadang-kadang tuan rumah buat silap. Maklum la dia pun manusia biasa. Tuan rumah membebel tak tentu hala, bercerita pasal benda2 yang tak patut dicerita pasal jiran2 dia ke, emo tak tentu pasal, rasa happy, sedih, sakit hati, marah. Benda2 macam tu yang tunjukkan yang tuan rumah tu manusia normal. Memiliki rumah pada usia muda bukan senang. Tuan rumah mesti nak buat apa2 je yang dia suka. Sampai satu ketika ada benda yang tuan rumah tu buat nampak sangat kurang matang. Dia pun sedar benda tu. Action dia tu kadang2 buat situation jadi tegang, tense, orang jadi masam2 muka, gaduh sama sendiri. Tapi masam2 muka ni tak best. So tuan rumah wajib buat apa yang patut untuk benda2 tu jadi clear. So that semua orang akan jadi normal, hidup gembira.

Tuan rumah ada juga yang degil. Nak simpan benda2 lama & tak best dalam rumah yang buat tetamu dia tak suka. Taknak buang. Tapi last2 dia pun sedar yang kalau dia buang benda2 tak best tu baru la selesa sikit keadaan. Space pun jadi lapang. Selalunya orang minta maaf time hari raya. Tapi sebenarnya tak payah tunggu raya pun takpe. Manusia kan pelupa. Kena always nak ingatkan.

So kat sini tuan rumah nak minta maaf banyak2 pasal benda2 tak best yang tuan rumah dah timbulkan. Tuan rumah pun sometimes is having hard time. Dia tak boleh nak handle semua benda dalam satu masa. Mungkin dia ada physical ability tapi bukan mental strength. Ada benda yang tuan rumah kena deal dengan cara yang lebih diplomatic. Ego n selfish brings him nowhere.

Kita kan profesional. Apa yang jadi dalam rumah, settle dalam rumah. Kat luar rumah, tuan rumah, jiran, tetamu tu maybe ada yang colleague, ada yang main satu team bola ke, volley ke, game ape2 la, satu gang stalk fb ke, stalk rumah orang lain ke, haa tu semua tunjukkan yang kita ni pro. Yang penting kat luar maintain senyum. Takde masalah.

Bila situation pun dah stabil, baru la hati senang. Macam kat Egypt tu. Nangis2 diorang raikan kemenangan revolusi rakyat. Untuk yang ni, more to revolusi bersama. Collective opinion and decision does matter.

Akhir kata, tuan rumah memang rasa dah tak macho sebab dah buat silap, tapi lagi tak macho la kan kalau tuan rumah tak minta maaf. Tuan rumah clear, jiran clear, tetamu pun clear. Settle.

Salam sayang,
Abg tuan rumah

p/s: haa raya nanti jemput la datang rumah eh =)

HOW?

2011-02-05T02:27:00.000-08:00

Let's put all this sick, confusing, tiring, and exhausting game to an end. But HOW? Nothing seems to be alright at the moment. Chaotic, lost-tempered, bashing each other - it's just not the way it should be. There should be an end. Definitely it is. Time heals everything but for some reasons it is not. Stuck in the middle between your past and your future sucks. To bare with the pain, suffering, and low-self esteem is not an easy task. "Who do you think you are? Running around leaving scars."

p/s: I wish my middle life crisis doesn't come at this very early age.

Random2

2011-01-23T04:16:00.000-08:00

1. Bila tengok last entry title "P/S: I Love You" macam apa la pulak kan. So nak tulis je la apa2 even merepek pun.

2. Syaf Kun suruh tulis something yg panjang2 sikit. Baru best nak baca dia kata. Lagi best kalau pasal story hot2 ni. Sorry Syaf. Gua takde story hot2 nak citer. Yang ade semua lame, gloomy, heartbroken, full of sadness. Tak macam story org lain. So tak best nak bawak masuk blog. Gua nak tulis yang happy2 jer. Hehehehe.

3. Baru habis tengok filem "Aku Masih Dara". Mungkin another entry untuk review pasal filem ni. Typical, tapi aku suka watak Ustaz Firdaus. Nama dah sama ngan aku tapi character memang langit dan bumi la kan. Mungkin sebab Ashraf Muslim yg bawak character tu. Nampak redup je muka dia. Dia pun sekarang dengar cerita dah jadi staff kat Darus Syifa'. Alhamdulillah. Kuasa Tuhan.

4. Dapat skype ngan si kecik. Semalam pun ada ym2 dia. Thank you so much for the advices si kecik. When I feel like everyone is against me, I believe I still have my best supporter which is you. Sometimes, all we need is just someone asking, "Are you ok?". That's it. Aku doakan kau dapat pergi umrah tu.

5. Baru habis jugak tengok Badminton - Final Malaysian Open. Dato' Lee Chong Wei vs. Taufik Hidayat. Game yang biasa. Kemenangan yang boleh consider tak susah kot untuk LCW. Maybe sebab Taufik dah tak se-agresif dulu. Aku prefer match LCW dengan Lin Dan. Memang stimulate la korang punya adrenaline eventho kadang2 Lin Dan menang dengan margin yang besar, tapi game yang ada energy. Anyway, congratulations to Dato' LCW and Dato' Misbun Sidek. Despite the resignation rumors, you guys totally made us proud as a Malaysian.

6. Lirik lagu of this week yang duk pusing2 kat kepala aku, terngiang2 kat telinga aku "Buat apa dicerita, bahagia kita rasa, biar tak dipercaya, peduli orang kata".

p/s: We can't hold two persons at one time.

P/S: I Love You

2011-01-16T02:13:00.000-08:00

Ok benda ni dah lama tapi saja2 nak share.

*Click at the photo to enlarge*

Zizan Nin reply tweet gua beb. Kantoi dia pun layan jiwang gak. Kah3. Btw movie ni cool la. Macam mana seorang wife yang tak boleh nak move on after husband dia meninggal. After husband dia meninggal pun dia still dapat surat2 dari husband dia. Ok cara husband dia tackle dia pun memang sweet la (boleh bla la org kata). Lepas tu apa lagi..haa Ireland is a beautiful country (from this movie's setting).

Damn. Aku banyak sangat tengok movie jiwang ke apa? Tapi aku banyak tengok movie lain (horror, comedy, sci-fi, etc). Aku pun banyak gak amik tau pasal politik semasa sekarang ni. So maybe movie jiwang macam ni untuk balance la kot kan.

p/s: During my Direct Energy Conversion class, my prof. (Dr. Alvin Strauss) asked the class, "What kind of movie are you guys watching?" Class: *silence*

Feliz Navidad

2011-01-14T17:42:00.000-08:00

Feliz Navidad
Feliz Navidad
Feliz Navidad
Prospero Año y Felicidad.

Feliz Navidad
Feliz Navidad
Feliz Navidad
Prospero Año y Felicidad.

I wanna wish you a Merry Christmas
I wanna wish you a Merry Christmas
I wanna wish you a Merry Christmas
From the bottom of my heart.

Have you guys listen to this song? It's cheerful right? Anyway don't get me wrong. If someone asks me why love this song and not the Eid songs or any other nasyeed songs, my answer is I love Eid songs, I love nasyeed songs, and I love this song as well. Can we wish any other religions for their celebration? Well the answer is here.

This video is awesome because:

1. I am an engineer (soon to be InsyaAllah), I enjoy this kind of technology. These North Point's iBand guys make it to be entertaining.

2. I am an Iphone user and I think the apps they're using are really cool. I've downloaded some of them into my Iphone.

3. The combination of the great technology, great video, great song, and great band makes me repeat this video for thousand times on YouTube. I love the beginning part when the guy play the Bebot and the part when the singer suddenly came out with a big grin on his face.

4. They play this "imaginary instruments" with passion just like they're playing the real instruments. I like it.

p/s: "Say, “0 ye disbelievers! I worship not as you worship, Nor do you worship as I worship. Nor do I worship those that you worship, Nor do you worship Him Whom I worship. For you your religion, and for me my religion." (Surah Al-Kafirun: verse 3-7)

I'm thinking too much

2011-01-14T02:59:00.000-08:00

It's 4.25 am and I should already sleep at this time but my beloved dreamcatcher doesn't work tonight. It keeps giving me bad dreams recently. I'm thinking too much. I'm thinking too much about everything. I hate uncertainty. Being uncertain doesn't makes you to be any better. But thanks God one of my friends says " life is a box full of chocolates. You'll never know what you're gonna get". So I'm hoping and praying to get through this with ease and bless. Allah knows best. Somehow I wanna get rid all of these unnecessary things but they keep crossing my mind.

Hey Sin Chan. I wanna be like you. Carefree. Live happily with your dad and mum, Himawari and Shiro.

My life is getting tough and complicated. I wanna make it simple. Just like you. Please share your happiness with me

It's pathetic to talk to a blog that can't even respond to your words at this hour. I wish someone says this to me "I'm not telling you to talk to me. I'm telling you to talk to someone." It's a line from Grey's Anatomy. Well, a drama will always be a drama. It wouldn't happen in the real life. Anyway life is too short to be in mess and life is to short to be alone. Let's enjoy the life to the fullest while it still last. Family and friends. At least we have them.

I miss you guys. I'm too tired for always being away from home

This is what we call happiness

p/s: I wonder how the cheerleaders could put big smile on their faces even though their team is left behind.

O My Lord

2010-12-12T03:03:00.000-08:00

Let's get this thing done.

Rabbi Yassir wala tu-‘assir. Rabbi tham-mim bil khayr. Rabbi zidni ‘ilman war-zuqni fahman.”

“O my Lord, make things easier for me, do not make things difficult for me. O My Lord, let my affairs end with goodness. O my Lord, increase my knowledge and grant me understanding.”

Don't be too overwhelm with the word "final". It's still just like the other exam that we already went through. Be calm, stay cool, face it and let's the triumph be with us.

p/s: All the best everybody.

Do I love hotdog that much?

2010-12-10T15:59:00.000-08:00

Nashville, Fall 2010

Bukit Jelutong, Summer 2010

Ok siapa menang kalau dua2 ni lawan? Aku pon taktau kenapa aku post benda ni tapi just 1 sentence yang mampu describe "Food makes people happy". Gambar 1st tu masa aku tgh lapar2 masa subuh2 baru habis buat homework. Memang sedap la hotdog kosher tu. Gambar 2nd masa baru balik main futsal pukul 2 pagi mcm tu. Masa balik last summer break. Padehal bersepah2 je mamak kat area rumah aku tu. Saje je nak balik rumah goreng2 sikit. Fyi, hot dog ni dah macam beras dah die punye taraf keperluan kalau kat rumah aku. Memang selalu nye berpacket2 la dalam frig tu. Sekali emak aku beli mesti 5 6 pack (10 per pack). Aku pun taktau la. Maybe adik-beradik aku suke sangat makan hotdog. Kalau keluar pergi mana2 pon confirm kitorang singgah 1901 punye.

Sedap. Serius tak tipu

Actually, dia tak kisah pon food yg macam mane. Janji kita enjoy food tu, kita kenyang then kita happy. Yang itu paling penting. Lapar memang tak best. Lapar boleh buat org stress, down, dan emo tak tentu pasal. Tapi lagi best kalau kita masak sendiri. Baru rasa dia punye self-satisfaction beb.

p/s: Lepas ni kalau aku ada masak yg gempak2 nak letak kat blog la. Kalau letak kat FB nanti kena sumpah-seranah pulak bajet power masak. Hahahaha.

Hey, I'm Single

2010-12-05T23:46:00.000-08:00

What Muslim brothers say

Hey, I am single

Don't wanna mingle

Unless it's legal

Or else it's evil

There's only one girl

My wife, my angel

What Muslim sisters say

I am available but not for sale,

Don't you ever expect me in your mail,

There's only one story beneath this veil,

It's modesty, and not an ad to hail,

Woo me not because you will surely fail,

You really really think I am that frail?

You're not a hammer and I'm not a nail,

I don't want a boyfriend, he's such an ail,

I would prefer to be stuck in a jail,

But I'm free of you and your fairytale,

If you want me then be the alpha male,

Don't hide in your shell like a slimy snail,

Be my husband, by Allah we stand still.

source: IluvIslam

p/s: I wanna write something on my blog with my own story but I just don't have one.

SEPI

2010-11-28T01:19:00.000-08:00

Haa. Kalau korang tak tau nak tengok movie ape tengah2 malam, aku ade advice untuk korang. Jangan la korang tengok movie macam Sepi ni. Memang jammed kepala otak korang nanti. Tapi not bad la kan. Sesuai la dengan state & condition sekarang. Muahahaha. Kabir Bhatia memang terbaik wa cakap lu. Kau memang suke mempermain-mainkan perasaan aku kan Kabir Bhatia buat cerita best2 sampai kadang aku rasa macam kisah aku pulak (PERASAN) tak pun terasa macam nak jadi salah satu watak dalam cerita kau tu (BAJET). Jammed2. Hahahahahaha.

Dengan scene baling2 telur lepas tu tepung jatuh bak hujan nye memang tak sesuai korang tengok time2 tengah malam. Ok la reason die bukan la sebab over jiwang ke ape. Tapi die depends la. Kalau kepala korang tengah weng2 tak stable pasal masalah cinta ke ape, korang gi tengok Tom n Jerry je la. Lagi sesuai kot. Kalau korang tengok cerita macam ni, word yg akan keluar ialah "Demmit, Argggghhhh".

Dialog yang paling buat aku jammed bila si perempuan tanya "Awak tak pernah give up ke?". Lepas tu si lelaki jawab "NEVER" dengan penuh yakin dan bersemangat. Perghhhhh lu memang terbaik dari ladang gandum bro. Gua memang kasi tabik spring sama lu.

Lepas tu dan2 la nak bagi benda sweet2. Tak make sense duh kau. Macam mana kau nak buat macam tu tanpa pakcik yang tengah tidur tu sedar. Haih. Takde2. Tak make sense.

p/s: Korang pun jangan tengok Inception pulak. Sedar2 esok ada member2 aku yang dah masuk wad orang gila. Heh.

Quote of The Day

2010-11-19T02:02:00.000-08:00

“A guy and a girl can be just friends, but at one point or another, they will fall for each other..maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, or maybe forever."

p/s: SO TRUE!

You tell me

2010-11-17T16:28:00.000-08:00

Let's start our Thanksgiving break with this issue.

Barack Obama and Michelle Obama during their visit to Istiqlal Mosque in Jakarta

MP of Serdang, Teo Nie Ching gave her speech at Surau Al-Huda Kajang

We know her very well right?

Giving her tazkirah

So, you tell me which one do you prefer?
A) Photo 1
B) Photo 2
C) Photo 3
D) Photo 4
E) Photo 1 and 2
F) Photo 3 and 4
G) All of the above
H) Neither

Here is my point of view:

I think Photo 1 is perfect. Perfect in the way of their respect to the holy place. As a 1st Lady of U.S, probably Michelle was given enough information about this sensitivity issue among Muslims. With her position, every eyes are on her. So, I believe she must be aware of this thing. It doesn't matter if you are the 1st lady of the most powerful country in the world. If you want people to have respect on you, you have to show them first. Fair game.
Teo Nie Ching. It maybe her first time talking in the mosque. Her little unaware about this issue is like giving a good shuttle position for the opponent to get a smash onto her. Maybe the mosque's committee forgot to tell her. I don't know. Yes, she might be wrong from the sensitivity awareness perspective but bring up this issue into political issue is just something unnecessary. I feel sorry for her for being smashed and knocked by the mainstream media what even put this photo as a front page photo. Cheap. Luckily, leaders from the opposition defend her and this issue already come to the end.
Photo 3 and 4. Nothing much to say. Not because I'm afraid I'll be arrested under ISA. It's because any advice the scholars give, any word they said, they became a trash. I don't know what makes her feel so tenure. Either you're a 1st Lady or not, just think yourself as a Muslim who should be aware of this issue. As I said before, how can people have at least some respect on you, if you don't even have one to your religion. In fact, being a Muslim is not just about wearing scarf into the mosque.

May Allah blesses us, guide us through the right path, and protect us from any sin and harmful.

Sources: Photo 1, Photo 2, 3 & 4

Saya Hensem

2010-11-06T02:53:00.000-07:00

Dekat 2 tahun la aku fikir macam mana nak buat benda alah ni (sebab aku pon tak rajin update blog). So make sense la kan 2 tahun.

Saya ~~tak~~ hensem

Pay attention kat word tak tu. Struggle aku fikir macam mana nak letak garis tu. Sampai kadang2 bila aku baca blog orang aku jadi kagum bila orang tu dapat buat benda tu. Gempak giler. Rupe2nya senang jer. Function strikethrough effect kat font dalam Microsoft Word. Padehal benda ni Form 1 pun aku dah belajar. Hahahaha. Noob2. Ctrl+C and then Ctrl+V je la kan dari Word. Ape susah sangat.

p/s: Chop. Ke function tu ade dalam blogspot ni?

Kenapa kita tak boleh duduk rumah jer time cuti

2010-10-17T18:14:00.000-07:00

Pesanan penaja: Entri ni banyak guna "bahasa rojak" dan words macam "ni, tu, jer, pon".

Kenapa kita kena keluar pergi travel/jalan2 or pergi mana2 je la time cuti? Kenapa tak boleh duduk rumah jer?

Jawapan paling senang. Cuba bayangkan nanti kita dah kahwin dah ada anak semua, lepas tu anak kita tanya "Ayah, dulu time ayah study kat US time2 cuti ayah pergi jalan2 kat mana2 tak?". Kita pon jawab "Ayah tak pergi jalan2 pon. Ayah duk rumah jer sebab nak study. Lepas tu bila bosan ayah maen game, makan, lepastu ayah sambung study balik."

Kalau itulah jawapannya, means that you're definitely a boring people. Pergilah travel or at least keluar la dari rumah. Tak kisah la camping ke, fishing, horse back riding, atau pun travel nak main kat theme park or travel semata-mata nak shopping or jumpa kawan kat university laen. At least you're doing something on your break.

How if I have exam right after the school break? Does it important to take into account? The answer is YES. The exam is important but does your life really circulate about exam only? I guess we already took thousands of exam up till now. I am so sick when suddenly there is class during the school break. Just get a life. Your good grades are nothing when your inter-personal skill is zero.

Ok cukup pasal tu. My fall break was awesome. Definite

ly the best fall break ever. Camping + fishing. Sounds so manly? Taklah. Takde unsur sexist pon. Kadang2 terfikir jugak kenapa kita kena pergi travel or buat something yg a bit challenging than benda2 yg kita biasa buat.

Travel tu akan luaskan pandangan anda pasal dunia ni. It tells you how wonderful the earth is. Banyak benda yg kita tak pernah nampak or lalui kita akan rasa bila travel. Dia ajar kita macam mana nak survive kat tempat baru and macam mana nak deal dengan unexpected situation. Apa sinificant Rasulullah suruh kita tuntut ilmu sampai ke China sedangkah waktu itu yg ade hanya unta n keldai. Arab dengan China bukanlah dekat. First, sebab China pada waktu itu dah maju dalam dunia ilmu pengetahuan - perubatan, pembinaan,

astronomy. Second, sebab Rasulullah nak kita belajar menjadi seorang musafir. Banyak sangat yang boleh kita dapat along the journey.

I'm an outdoor man. Fishing and camping trip makes me happy. Tak perlu jauh2 nak cari camp site. Kalau jarak die 10 miles dari rumah kita pon dah ok. Pergi sana, rasa pengalaman die. Tengok alam. Berfikir. Lari sekejap dari kesibukan dunia tu. Part paling best masa fishing ialah bila umpan mengena. Dapat la bawak naik ikan. Cuba tanya taiko2 pancing tu macam yg dalam River Monster tu ke. Tanya diorang dah berapa lama di

orang mancing. Pernah tak sekali tu dorang mancing n tak dapat ikan. Jawapan diorang mesti pernah. Tapi dorang tak give up sebab tu memang adat. That's why sekarang masing2 jadi taiko. Setakat Mekong catfish tu geli2 jer.

Our humble camp site (1)

Our humble camp site (2)

The "must-do" thing during camping - campfire

Rezeki 1st day

Sunrise from Percy Priest Lake

One thing that I will miss about Nashville - Percy Priest Lake

Looking for trout at Caney For River

My first trout catch for the day =)

My second trout for the day =)=)=)

Maaf kerana kualiti gambar kurang memuaskan. Kudos to Aqis Baharan sebab jadi photographer and some of the pics are taken from his Facebook. Credit to him.

As long as the thing I've done makes me happy, I will keep doing it.

p/s: is looking for some interesting sky-diving spots. Hohoho.

A wedding of fairytales

2010-10-12T22:27:00.000-07:00

Jeles kan tengok orang kahwin grand giler macam ni? Kadang2 rasa macam impossible bila 1st time tengok tapi "the fairytales wedding" bukan lagi cerita dongeng. Video ni pernah tiba2 famous sekejap sebab ramai orang duk share2 kat Facebook.

Ok my comments about this wedding:

1. Ramai orang cakap wedding macam ni membazir. Lagi baik bagi sedekah kat anak yatim, buat kebajikan ape semua. Saya pernah terbaca satu comment user dekat Facebook ni. Ayat die lebih kurang macam ni la, "Korang duk kutuk2 die buat ni membazir ape semua tapi cuba korang fikir postif. Mungkin die dah sedekah, bayar zakat semua. Memang diorang mampu. Diorang pon kerja keras nak buat duit. So biarlah diorang nak buat majlis ni ikut kemampuan." Ok ni antara comment paling matang la yang saya pernah baca. Ingat. Husnuzan (bersangka baik).

2. Ade element2 yg bertentangan dengan Islam dalam majlis tu. Yang ni saya setuju la. Rasanya mungkin kalau element itu dibuang, tampak lagi elok lah majlis ni. Tapi rasanya, bila saya tengok video by Manggis TV Production ni kat Youtube, rasanya ni la yang paling okay compare dengan yang laen. Still kekalkan adat2 ketimuran lah orang cakap. Ade yang 1 ni sorry to say tapi dah memang macam Christian punya wedding. "Will you accept him/her for your entire life". Sheeshhh.

3. Kalau ikut dari position diorang and family background, saya rasa memang diorang layak la buat majlis besar-besaran. Lagi pon cuba bayangkan diorang ni orang2 yang dalam business besar. Sorang kereta-kereta mewah sorang lagi perhotelan. So mesti la dorang kenal ramai VVIP kat luar sana yang berurusan dengan diorang. Lepas tu kenalan yg laen pon mesti la ramai kan. Takkan nak buat majlis dekat Dewan MBSA kot. Reputasi kena la jaga jugak. Kalau Tun Dr. M pon datang majlis diorang maknanya memang ramai la kan orang2 besar yang laen datang. Kalau mampu semua jalan. Takde hal lah.

4. Rasa nak bagi makan selipar pon ade bila orang2 yg macam ni "Eleh, kahwin gempak2 mcm ni kalau bercerai buat rugi jer". Tengok. Belum ape2 lagi dah doakan orang tu bercerai. Aiyoo. Kalau la berkahwin tu untuk bercerai, takde orang kat dunia ni yang nak kahwin. Cuba la ayat tu kasi sedap sikit. Doakan semoga perkahwinan diorang ni diberkati Allah dan berbahagia hingga akhir hayat. Kan nice tu.

5. Manggis TV Production was done a really good job on the wedding cinematography. Bila kita yg biasa2 ni tengok video yang diorang tu buat pon kita sendiri rasa nak kahwin cepat. Lagi2 majlis grand macam ni kan. Video memang kaw2 superb la. Tambah pulak lagi si cantik mata sepet Taylor Swift "Today was a fairy tale" tu. Lagi la mantap. Fuhh memang terasa gak la macam nak kahwin cepat2 kan. Tapi takpe. Kita chill jer.

6. Selalunya yang dream pasal fairy tale wedding ni orang perempuan. Sorry takde niat nak sexist tapi that's the truth kan. Mungkin la kan si pengantin perempuan ni memang dari kecil cakap kat arwah ayah die yang die nak kahwin macam ala2 fairytale. Finally tercapai gak hajat die tu kan. Diorang ni duit berkepuk2, rumah besar macam mahligai istana, kereta semua mewah, so ape lagi nak buat kan ngan duit tu. Time2 macam ni la diorang guna. So, orang2 perempuan kat luar tu jangan rasa bersalah kalau impikan majlis yg gilang-gemilang. Mana tau rezeki korang kan satu hari nanti. InsyaAllah termakbul.

Semoga Allah melimpahkan rahmat ke atas perkahwinan kalian dan hidup bahagia sampai akhir hayat. InsyaAllah.

p/s: Handsome siot pengantin lelaki tu. Hahahaha.

Some little things that make you smile for the whole day

2010-10-11T13:13:00.000-07:00

"The most beautiful face is the face that smiles often". It is from Syaf's Facebook status today. Should I say that I have the most beautiful face in the world right now because I've been smiling since last night and I guess throughout the whole day. Hahaha.

Alhamdulillah I'm doing pretty well on the Heat Transfer exam #1 even though I feel like I know nothing about this class especially when doing the homework. Thanks God it's almost Fall Break and I have no exam this week except the freaking annoying four pages Sociology take home assignment. Sheeesshh.

Just believe me sometimes some little things do make you happy and wonder "Is it a good sign from God?". Well that's why I'm thinking right now.

Example: You're just done listening to a song on YouTube and suddenly someone ask you "Have you heard this song (and give you the YouTube link). The best part here is it the exact same song you're listening before. I know it's not a big thing. Maybe it's a dejavu or whatsoever but this kind of small thing does make me smile.

Dear God, please keep giving me those good signs so that this gloomy, sorrow, painful, and somber life is just a history that I don't wanna reminisce. To someone out there, forgive me if I might be a coward guy who will regret all these things later but the small things that happen between you and me does make me happy and makes my heart grows fonder. It really does. Thanks for that. =)=)=)

p/s: Just enjoy the show (Lenka)

Jika Aku Jatuh Hati

2010-07-26T06:35:00.000-07:00

Ya Allah..Seandainya telah engkau catatkan
Dia milikku tercipta buatku
Satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku
Titipkanlah kebahagian antara kami
Agar kemesraan itu abadi
Seandainya engkau takdirkan
Dia bukan milikku
Gantikanlah yang telah hilang
Tumbuhkanlah kembali yang telah patah
Walaupun tidak sama dengan dirinya
Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku
Pasrahkanlah aku dgn takdirmu
Sesungguhnya apa yg telah Engkau takdirkan Adalah yang terbaik buatku
Ya Allah
Engkau saja yg maha mgetahui

p/s: tiba2 jiwang mode..wahahahahaha..chill okay..

Oh engineers!!! Please do something.

2010-03-15T12:04:00.000-07:00

I wish there is a device which can locate the lost concert ticket. Oh engineers!!! Please do something. I wanna go to this MUSE concert really bad but now I give up searching and tracking the lost ticket. It's my another bad luck of this month.

p/s: nak buat solat sunat cari barang hilang tapi macam pelik je..I laugh at myself..

Hidup tidak selalunya indah

2010-03-13T14:42:00.000-08:00

"Hidup tidak selalunya indah, langit tak selalu cerah, suram malam tak berbintang, itulah lukisan alam, begitu aturan Tuhan"..mungkin lagu Lukisan Alam oleh Hijjaz ni menggambarkan segala-galanya. Kadang-kadang kita nampak cukup kuat tapi sebenarnya kita tidaklah sekuat yang disangka. Ada ujian dari-Nya yang membuatkan kita seolah-olah "totally lost" atau pun membuatkan kita jatuh tersembam. Benar juga kata-kata seperti 'kawan ketawa ada di mana-mana, kawan menangis sukar dicari". Apa-apa pun, be strong, "Setitis derita melanda, Segunung Kurnian-Nya".

Ku sangkakan panas sampai ke petang, rupanya hujan di tengah hari tapi aku lupa, antara panas dan hujan itu Allah ciptakan pelangi.

A Land Called Paradise

2010-02-25T15:12:00.001-08:00

This song is too sweet!!!

I wanna live in a land called paradise
I wanna go to the valley of the King
I wanna live in a land called paradise
Wanna see the birds fly and I wanna hear the angels

Sing the praises of my Lord so far above
As I move poetically with the struggle I fall in love
I look to the left I look to the right and all I gaze upon
Reveals the source of flowers rainbows and the dew at dawn
Some see before and some see in and some see after
I let my sight pierce the chains and see the master

(Chorus)

I wanna live in a land called paradise
I wanna go to the Valley of the King
I wanna live in a land called paradise
Wanna see the birds fly and I wanna hear the angels sing

So many times in my life I ask myself the question
What got me brought me into all this mess I’m swimming in
But pain is not and neither harm in the pool of bliss
So slap me with your hand or kiss me with your softest kiss
Tell me that you love me or that you don’t like me now
Tell me you invite me or that you don’t want me around
I won’t cry over a world that can’t change my life
I’ll put my money on what lies ahead in paradise

(Chorus)

I wanna live in a land called paradise
I wanna go to the Valley of the King
I wanna live in a land called paradise
Wanna see the birds fly and I wanna hear the angels sing

I try to do right and love my wife and trade and pray and talk
I can be anywhere doing anything and I’m mindful of God
I’m pleased in good and happy in harm and now I realize that I already live in a land called paradise

(Chorus)

I wanna live in a land called paradise
I wanna go to the valley of the king
I wanna live in a land called paradise
Wanna see the birds fly and I wanna hear the angels

I wanna live in a land called paradise
I wanna go to the valley of the king
I wanna live in a land called paradise
Wanna see the birds fly and I wanna hear the angels sing

Rumah Idaman Saya

2010-02-21T16:43:00.000-08:00

Ciri-ciri rumah idaman saya:

Suatu tempat yang tenang dan nyaman.
Suatu tempat yang jauh dari kesibukan kota, kesibukan mencari duit, dan kesesakan orang ramai.
Suatu tempat yang jauh dari masalah-masalah duniawi.
Suatu tempat yang sangat sempurna untuk melihat terbit dan terbenamnya matahari.
Suatu tempat yang hijau, dikelilingi gunung-ganang, tasik-tasik, dan sungai-sungai.
Suatu tempat di mana IPhone, Mac Book Pro, BMW 7-series, Ralph Lauren Polo dan Tag Heuer bukan lagi segalanya.
Suatu tempat di mana Facebook tidak lagi dihiraukan.
Suatu tempat di mana "Subhanallah" adalah ungkapan paling sesuai untuk menerangkannya.
Suatu tempat yang memberikan tidur yang nyenyak.
SUATU TEMPAT YANG MEMBAHAGIAKAN.

Alhamdulillah

2009-12-22T19:21:00.000-08:00

It is a great feeling when everything is on your side right now. After going through the sorrow and gloomy days, now it is the time to have a big smile on my face, from gloomy to shiny day. Alhamdulillah. Thanks to Allah.

Dan sesiapa yang bertaqwa kepada Allah (dengan mengerjakan suruhanNya dan meninggalkan laranganNya), nescaya Allah akan mengadakan baginya jalan keluar (dari segala perkara yang menyusahkannya), serta memberinya rezeki dari jalan yang tidak terlintas di hatinya. Dan (Ingatlah), sesiapa berserah diri bulat-bulat kepada Allah, maka Allah cukuplah baginya (untuk menolong dan menyelamatkannya). Sesungguhnya Allah tetap melakukan segala perkara yang dikehendakiNya. Allah telahpun menentukan kadar dan masa bagi berlakunya tiap-tiap sesuatu.

(Ayat 2 & 3 Surah At-Talaq)

Korea

2009-11-24T23:13:00.001-08:00

Drama Korea itu typical. Sangat typical. Trend drama yang selalu dapat rating tinggi selalunya drama2 macam Boys Over Flower and the latest, You're Beautiful. Story line ok la, not bad tapi tu la die punye syndrom tyipcal tu memang tak boleh nak elak. Lelaki elit, kacak, kaya, famous, idol semua orang jatuh cinta kat perempuan - commoner, funny, kelam-kabut sikit, biasa2 je haa yang tu la yang lelaki2 tadi minat. Sampai berebut2. Predictable la story line die. Tapi still best. Still dapat rating tinggi2.

Kenapa? Haa..ni personal reasoning je la as orang yg tengok drama Korea ni. Sebab director cerita tu tahu kat mana dia nak cut episode tu untuk sambung ke next episode. So bila orang tengah syok2 tengok tiba "to be continued". Pergh..sape tak hangin kan..memang la curious giler nak tahu apa yang berlaku in the next episode. Tu yang keep on watching sebab rasa nak tahu sambungan die.

p/s: Tiba-tiba rasa nak makan roti inti kaya ke nutella ke tak kisah la.

Fuh^2

2009-11-19T04:20:00.000-08:00

I hate to say this but I miss you. Can I?

I apologize

2009-11-13T02:28:00.000-08:00

I apologize to you blog for not being updated in such a long period. It is just the laziness of myself and it reflects how hectic I am recently. Actually, I'm thinking of deactivating this blog and stop writing because I realize that I'm not the type of blogging person and I'm really not into writing.This blog also looks dull because of the physical appearance together with the fact of no interesting entry to be written down here. After all, I start to think that in 10 or 20 years from now, I wanna have something to look at in my young ages. So, my final decision is just let it be as it is without the deactivation.

In this entry, I mentioned about my dream to be selected as the TBP members. Alhamdulillah, one of my dream has become true even though sometimes I feel bad about this thing (the feeling when you are surrounded with great people but you are not the one). The "underdog" title is fine with me.

I miss home. I'm not homesick but since I went back home last summer, I know that the phrase "home is the place where the heart is" will hold true in any condition without any violation and assumption needed. I hate being in place where; when you are hungry, you got nothing to eat or even if you have something to eat, they are just tasteless (I'm the picky one about food since my family's background related to cooking, my grandma run her wedding catering service, my mum is a kindergarten's teacher who cook for her students). Malaysia is just a food's heaven. You can have anything you want when you are hungry. I hate being in place where you wanna travel a lot, but your financial doesn't allow you to do that. I could probably travel to anywhere I want but it is just not a nice thing to travel with the limited financial source. So, the best solution is just wait for my graduation, going back home for good, start working and receiving money, and then go travelling around the world. I've spent almost 2 and half years in US but I've never been to California, Florida or even the New York city. A big L to me.

Anyway, I need some motivation and prayers so that I can go through the rest of the semester patiently. I'm having the hardest time period in my life. Since there is nothing much left for me and the comeback seems impossible, I pray for the miracle to happen so that it would become a victory for me at the end.

Cantik+Amazing

2009-09-06T02:54:00.001-07:00

This picture was taken during during my flight from Stockholm to Newark, NJ. This was at the air space of Greenland. The pilot announced that we were at the Greenland at there was a very beutiful view outside. Subhanallah. I was amazed by the super cool view. It was really beautiful. At this moment, the aircraft was flying at 30,000 ft above the sea level and I could see the huge mountain and iceberg around the Greenland at this altitude. Could you imagine the real size?? Even when I was at the 30,000 ft altitude, I could see the huge iceberg and mountains. There is still Allah's creature which is untouchable by human being - a place who is really calm, quiet, and free from pollution. I think this was the first and the last time I got this chance since MAS will going to suspend the Newark-Stockholm-KL route. Thanks God. It just a view but it is really something.

p/s: bukit-bukau itu bergerak

I wish this dream could be true one day

2009-08-25T10:40:00.000-07:00

This was the Tri-Nations Cup. The match was between All Blacks (New Zealand) and Wallabies (Australia) . I'm so envy with this people who went there to watch this match. I got this photo from my friend's album in Facebook. It is my all time dream - watching All Blacks hakka (kappa o pango) and their game on field against any team. O God, can you make my dream comes true so that I don't have to be so jealous watching other people photos on Facebook. I have the feeling that it would be the greatest moment in my life when this dream comes true.

p/s: credit to the owner of the photo.

Happy Birthday Ganu!!!

2009-07-21T11:41:00.001-07:00

Ni entry luahan perasaan..siapa2 rasa meluat or rasa entry ni offensive ke, no need to continue your reading.

Ok finally I'm not a teenager anymore but it's ok because the older the wiser from the bright side.

Sebenarnye tak tahu nak cakap kat siapa so better cakap kat blog la kan. Jadi gila sekejap.

Actually i'm dreaming of something. Something sweet on my birthday. Mengade2 kan??? Hahaha.. Byk sgt tengok drama kot tapi it happens in the real life. Something sweet macam someone give me a call n sing the birthday song to me or decorate e-card cantik2 n send it to me. Byk2 sbnrnye that i've seen n i think it's sweet. Hurmm ape lagi..tiba2 dapat hadiah ke..like surprise la..surprise birthday party tu tak mungkin la kan...bukan sebab orang tak buat..sebab i can expect what gonna expect..so it's not called a surprise la kan..banyak lagi la bnd2 sweet on birthday..banyak sangat kot...hadiah mungkin tak la..sebab diri sendiri pon tak bagi hadiah kat org masa birthday..so fair la kan..sama la mcm bnd2 sweet tu...well it is give n take..it's applied here..

tapi tak pe..wishes from you guys pon dah sangat2 dihargai..at least i know i'm still on somebody's mind..tak nak la nanti org cakap bagi betis nak peha..

thanks God because i'm in Malaysia right now..so still dekat dengan family..ayah dah janji nak belanja makan..may be i have to wait for another 20 or 40 years so baru dapat benda2 sweet on birthday..dah tua pon tua la..janji dapat merasa kan..tu pon kalau dipanjangkan umur..

i hope one day bila dah tiba masa utk kerja..i'll be far away from people..the most suitable place is the oil platform at the offshore..kat mane2 la..tau la kan offshore..mmg terputus hubungan ngn dunia luar..so even it's your birthday..you dont have to feel sad kalo xde org celebrate ke ape..sebab mmg jauh dari orang..so xyah la time tu nak ngade2 nak bnd2 sweet la..mintak penyepak la jawabnye ngan boss..haha..

may be kalau ade the other half of yours it will be more meaningful..hurmm..tak jugak kot..sebab ade jugak la case mlm2 birthday tu la bergaduh sakan..tapi still it' better to have something than nothing..again it's still not the time yet nak ade other half pulok..

kat vandy may be sweet jugak sebab ade member2 yg sudi2 masak2 sume or at least makan chillis same2 or makan ben n jerrys cake same2..haa tu pon sweet gak..

sorry kalau ade buat sape2 terasa..memang tak berniat langsung..it's just from bottom of my heart..i just wanna cheer up myself on my birthday..like people always say sometimes something is better to left unsaid..tapi tu la..kadang2 kena jugak express..blog pon blog la..layann..nak citer kat org nnti takut kena cop mengade la..poyo la..haha..

ok tu je la kot luahan hati orang gila untuk kali ini..Sekian..lol..

p/s: thanks to sunbae awatif for giving me the cute birthday song n thanks guys for the wishes..

What summer is for engineering student

2009-06-30T09:17:00.001-07:00

Hahahaha..this picture could describe thousand words of what summer is for engineering student. Water skiing, mountain biking, scuba diving, and roller blading are really perfect activities on summer. But I wonder why engineering is there. The answer is engineering is freak. Just look at their body color. Everyone got tanned except engineering people. lol.

Cepat la

2009-06-06T23:06:00.000-07:00

Betul la orang kata "If you are counting and waiting for something, you'll feel that time will move very slow". Cepat la please nak balik Malaysia. There's no other sweet place like home.

Circuit doesn't treat me really well (orang lain kata senang je, untuk orang2 kurang pandai dan lambat macam aku memang susah la kot). Tengok circuit belit2 last2 otak aku yang short circuit.

Cepat la 4th July. 2 years for not being home is really a long time. Bukan homesick tapi really summer di vandy boring. Well, kalau 1st time ok lagi kot tapi bila dah tiap2 tahun jadi boring. Sebabnya you can do many other fun things back home:

rumah sendiri
mamak
futsal
lepak dengan member
pergi mana2 suka
makanan yang variety+sedap2+dijamin halal
pantai
tengok tv dengan family
jalan2
hantar mak pergi kerja+ambil mak balik kerja
kenduri kahwin

Macam-macam. Nak list kan pun tak larat. It doesn't matter whoever you are and whereever you go, doing those fun things are really priceless and always become what is so called "all time favorite memory".

You are my Sunshine

2009-05-28T01:15:00.001-07:00

You are my sunshine
My only sunshine.
You make me happy
When skies are gray.
You'll never know, dear,
How much I love you.
Please don't take my sunshine away

The other night, dear,
As I lay sleeping
I dreamed I held you in my arms.
When I awoke, dear,
I was mistaken
And I hung my head and cried.

You are my sunshine,
My only sunshine.
You make me happy
When skies are gray.
You'll never know, dear,
How much I love you.
Please don't take my sunshine away.
Please don't take my sunshine away.

p/s: you know who you are

We are the typhoon

2009-05-23T21:44:00.000-07:00

Everywhere we go
People want to know
Who we are
Where we come from
So we tell them
We are the Typhoon
Macho macho Typhoon
Tough tough Typhoon
Beautiful Typhoon

One cheer for Typhoon

Those two pictures are Terendak Old Boys rugby players in their red and blue jerseys. God, it's been 3 years since the last time I played rugby and I never lost the eager to play it again and again. I really want to be in this team, playing with them as their teammates. How do you feel when Christiano Ronaldo or Lionel Messi or Kaka play in your team as your teammate? It just too fantastic right? Well, I know they (TOB) are not at the level of those big names, but some of them are my idol since I was in Form 1. I really hope that one day I can be the player for this team eventhough it will be my last time in playing rugby. For TOB, all the best for you guys in any tournament thay you'll play on. You guys might not be well-known as MCOBA, STAROBA, VIOBA, OPA, SDAR LIONS but the team spirit that have been shown really impressed me.

p/s: the time will come. InsyaAllah.

Jalan ke Vandy (Road to Vandy)

2009-05-23T12:04:00.000-07:00

"Perjalanan hidup Ganu seharian di MRSM Taiping"

Mula2 sembang nak lebat aje..semangat tak boleh bla..yang lain duk layan je..tangan masih consistent memegang pensel..(kuang aja Nazeera ajuk cakap aku..haha..)

Lepas tu sengih2 depan camera..mata as always la tak terbuka kalau ada camera kat depan..tangan masih consistent memegang pensel..yang si Lembu buat2 rajin..

At the end, he reached his main purpose of going to class, tidoo.. while yang sorg ni dah gugur syahid, yang lain maintain rajin..Good job..

This was part of the good memory how you can reach up till Vandy..haha..the most important thing is the memory will never being faded away and friendship will remain as good as it is till the end.

p/s: credit to Ainil for the editing and sending these great videos to me..Arigato ne..

Summer updated

2009-05-21T14:51:00.001-07:00

It is the screen shot from my laptop wallpaper. Can you see the similarity between

those two places, my current location which is Nashville and my hometown, Shah Alam.

Finally, Nashville is having its real summer with temperature 27 up to 29 degree C outside

there. When 27 degree C could be considered as really hot here in Nashville, I don't know

how about people in Malaysia, doing their activity in 33-35 degree C. Is it super hot?

O God. But still summer is much better than the freaking cold winter.

Influenza A H1N1

2009-05-19T19:29:00.000-07:00

Saya antara orang di muka bumi ini yang bersetuju apabila World Healh Organization (WHO) menukar nama "Swine Flu" atau "Selsema Babi" kepada Influenza A H1N1. Bukanlah saya penggemar haiwan itu malah saya juga jijik melihat haiwan itu, tetapi terminologi "Selsema Babi" itu agak kritikal untuk sesetengah pihak.

Cukup untuk saya katakan masyarakat Melayu yang beragama Islam di Malaysia sangat sensitif dengan nama haiwan ini dan sehingga terjadinya kes selsema ini, sifat anti-babi itu semakin mendalam.

Melalui pembacaan dan pemahaman saya mengenai selsema ini, benar ia berasal dari babi tetapi dalam erti kata mudah, nenek moyang virus H1N1 itu yang berasal dari babi. Ini bermakna untuk masa sekarang, virus itu tidak langsung merebak melalui haiwan tersebut. Tetapi di sesetengah tempat yang kes Influenza A ini digembar-gemburkan (overrated), menjadi satu trend masyarakat di sana untuk panik, kelam-kabut dan tidak tentu arah.

Walhal mereka lupa ini adalah wabak selsema. Bezanya cuma kadar merebaknya virus H1N1 ini begitu cepat dan tiada lagi vaksin untuk virus ini setakat ini. Ramai yang sedia maklum flu atau selsema biasa juga boleh membawa maut. Apa yang penting ialah tindakan pencegahan dari awal agar virus ini tidak merebak.

Mengenai 2 orang pelajar Malaysia yang baru pulang bercuti dari Amerika Syarikat dan disahkan positif dijangkiti virus H1N1, adalah tidak adil jika kita menyalahkan pelajar-pelajar tersebut. Tiada sesiapa di dunia ini yang mahu diri mereka sakit apatah lagi dipersalahkan kerana menjadi punca virus itu tersebar. Kalaulah H1N1 itu boleh dilihat dengan mata kasar, sudah pasti mereka akan mengelaknya dan tiada kes Influenza A di Malaysia sehingga sekarang.

Nashville sehingga sekarang tidak mencatat kes yang serius walaupun dilaporkan terdapat kes yang berlaku tetapi boleh diklasifikasikan sebagai minoriti tetapi tidak pula diabaikan (not important but not negligible).

Sentiasalah berdoa kepada Allah s.w.t memohon agar diri kita, keluarga, jiran-jiran dan masyarakat seluruh dunia dilindungi dari wabak penyakit ini.

"Dan Kami turunkan dari Al Quran suatu yang menjadi penawar dan rahmat bagi orang-orang yang beriman dan Al Quran itu tidaklah menambah kepada orang-orang yang zalim selain kerugian" (surah Al-Isra':82)

Ingatlah. Allah tidak menurunkan penyakit tanpa penawarnya.

The small thing

2009-05-13T10:43:00.000-07:00

Have you ever see something like "chenta" or "mutha"? Well, chenta = cinta and mutha = mother. Those kind of altered words are really annoying. I think it's just for me and others could accept it but I'm sorry buddies, I could not accept it. Everytime I see those kind of words, I just think that person might have some kind of problem in his or her language. Again I really apologize for that because this is just my thought and I am not in state of criticize any person.

I think everyone should read this article from Saifulislam.com. It is a good article from Ustaz Hasrizal. He got his own opinion and words about using the short form in writing or messaging. In Ustaz Hasrizal case, I think he is true when he could not accept people writing in this short form and obviously when leaving comment or shoutout in his blog. My words about this is Saifulislam.com is now becoming a public blog with thousand of readers per day. So, it is so true when you deal with something publically and academically, you have to use the proper words and language so that you are in the same boat as the writer.

For me, I'm fine with those short form because it suits me as well as my friends. You don't have to write "diz" as "this" or "bcoz" as "because" when you are using yahoo messenger or any other related instant messaging program.

Everything that we have to care about is when, where and to whom we are talking to. If he is our friend, then that is fine enough since we don't want to waste our time writing the complete words but if it is something academically or involve your profesionalism to be taken into account, yes you have to know how to deal with it.

p/s: I think my writing style is strongly affected by the engineering lab report style. Too bad. hahaha..

Anggun by Bau (OST Merah Puteh)

2009-05-12T02:18:00.001-07:00

meski hati tak rela
bila dunia tak lagi untukku
sampai waktunya aku sendiri
hidup yang ku tak pasti

langkahku terhenti
tak mampu berlari
saat tangannya digenggam
engkau lepaskan

aku
bernafas tanpa udara
tangisku tiada air mata
kerana semuanya berlalu manghilang
dan tak akan kembali

ku cuba menutup mataku
bila ku lelah untuk hidup
namun semuanya berubah di saat engkau hadir..

kau yang anggun
kau yang telah membuat aku kembali
ke jasadku
yang telah mati dan
kau sinarku

cahaya yang terang
untuk perjalanan yang lurus ini

dunia sementara
mengejar masa itu pasti
buat aku
dan bersyukurku akannya.

p/s: Anggun is daughter of one of this band member and Dira Abu Zahar (as Anggun who is the main actress in Merah Putih)..sweet??

10 Wasiat Imam Hasan Al-Banna

2009-05-10T15:26:00.001-07:00

1. Dirikanlah solat tatkala engkau mendengar azan, betapapun keadaan di waktu itu.

2. Bacalah Al-Qur-an, atau telaahlah tafsirannya atau dengarkanlah orang lain membacanya, atau zikirlah kepada Allah dan janganlah engkau gunakan sebahagian waktumu untuk hal-hal yang tidak berfaedah.

3. Berbicaralah dengan bahasa Arab yang fasih, kerana yang demikian itu termasuk syi’ar Islam.

4. Jangan banyak berdebat dalam hal apapun, kerana pertengkaran itu tidak akan mendatangkan kebaikan.

5. Janganlah banyak tertawa, sebab hati yang berhubungan dengan Allah itu adalah tenang dan mantap.

6. Jangan suka berkelakar berolok-olok, sebab umat yang berjuang tidak mengenal selain kesungguhan.

7. Janganlah engkau keraskan suaramu melebihi yang diperlukan oleh pendengar, kerana hal itu menunjukkan kebodohan dan menyakitkan.

8. Jauhilah menghina orang, mencela organisasi dan janganlah berbicara kecuali pembicaraan yang baik.

9. Perkenalkanlah dirimu kepada orang yang engkau jumpai, walaupun ia tidak meminta hal itu darimu, sebab dasar dakwah kita adalah cinta dan saling kenal mengenal.

10. Kewajiban selalu lebih banyak dari yang tersedia, sebab itu bantulah orang lain untuk memanfa’atkan waktunya. Jika engkau mempunyai suatu urusan, maka selesaikanlah dalam waktu sesingkat-singkatnya.

S.U.M.M.E.R

2009-05-01T14:53:00.000-07:00

Finally I'm done with my sophomore year but it is not a great finishing though. My grades hurt me. Naah.. I don't care. Now it's summer break. It's time to chill, playing around, watching dozen of movies or drama series everyday, and the most important thing it's time to go back home. Oh damn you Swine Flu. I hope that KLIA officers are kind enough to not putting me into the quarantine room.

Summer Trip Plan:

May - Chicago (Midwest Games - can't wait to have my picture being taken in front of the big mercury at the Millenium Park..hahaha..)

June - Nashville (Nashville Zoo???????!!)

July & August - Shah Alam & Jakarta (and too many places to be decided - TBA)

TV Drama:

Merah Puteh (TV9)

Dari Mata Arissa (TV1)

ganu is such a loser because he doesn't follow any english tv series...hahaha..I don't care. I just wanna be what I love to be and I just wanna do wh

at I love to do.

Class of 2009 is graduating. Congratulations y'all. Have a great time. I still have two years to go.

Current wish list for Summer

p/s : If you like someone, just tell him/her that you like him/her. Well, life is just too short, you need to share and enjoy the sweet moments of your life. A happy life will lead you to become wiser and healthier..(I don't know why I'm saying this...=P)

Notte Sento

2009-04-04T15:32:00.000-07:00

I don't know what it means but it's in Italian.

-Nice view

-Beautiful pathtetic lady

-A very gentleman

-A wonderful first sight love story I think.

It's a great short film.

Favorite phrases

2009-03-09T22:09:00.000-07:00

Well, I think this phrase will suit well the favorite for student kind of like me :

I hate something complicated-I just couldn't handle it.
I love to go to class. Actually I have to but if the class is 50 minutes long, I would like it to be ended as soon as possible. (30 minutes would be fine)
I would like something that easygoing-that is enough for me. I don't need something that really advanced.
I hate lab-report or essay writing. When I feel like I wanna start doing them, I would definitely end up with facebook or youtube or reading anyone's blog.

So, here we go. The favorite phrases that I would like to listen as a college student.

"The class for today is cancelled".
"There is no lab report or homework due soon".
"The exam is a fairly straight forward exam".
"This course doesn't have major exam. All you need to do is just homework and project".

And the most favorite phrases of the day is:

"I think that's it for today" or "I think we'll stop here"

Man, I just couldn't describe my happiness by listening to those phrases especially those two last phrases. It just make my heart go giddy up.

Well, if people say this is a bad influence, I just don't care. For me at least, it is a truth.

But still, I need to work hard and completing my task with a great satisfaction. May Allah bless and help always be with us.

Tau Beta Pi - Engineering Honorary

Masa aku kecik2

2009-03-07T17:14:00.000-08:00

Masa aku kecik2, macam2 benda aku nak jadi - driver bas, pilot, bomba, polis trafik, nelayan, peniaga kedai runcit, biker macam Mike Doohan...banyak sangat lagi.

Nak power maen bola macam Zidane.

Nak power berenang semua jenis kuak, power main gitar,main drum....fuhhh..takleh bla.

Nak lari laju2 macam Ato Boldon (the only 100m runner yang aku kenal masa tu)

Nak study kat Al-Azhar (yang ni paling tak boleh diterima akal), Oxford

Nak jadi wrestler macam The Rock.

Nak jadi lelaki cool -bila awek sejuk, buka coat pakaikan kat die - sebab tengok cerita diorang banyak buat camtu..perghhhh...

Nak..etc..etc..etc..

Tapi sekarang, nelayan pon bukan, The Rock jauh sekali, Al-Azhar dengan Oxford (mimpi boleh la)..cool pon tak..emo lebih..damn it..haha..

p/s to lelaki kot: kalau korang power main gitar and bila gf korang request lagu and korang boleh mainkan untuk dia, man, you are the coolest person in the world I told you (wa cakap lu).

Mason Moon - The mos adorable baby in the world

2009-03-03T23:33:00.001-08:00

If I am in heaven right now, my wish is to have Mason Moon right in fornt of me so that I can pull out his cheek and look at his big eyes deeply.

Benda kecil tetapi cukup untuk membuat anda senyum

2009-02-28T04:16:00.001-08:00

I read a blog today http://lianaezzana.blogspot.com/ (just a random blog that I pick up from Hanis Zalikha's blog -her sister I guess) and I can't stop smiling when I read one of the entry; "Bagaimana nak mengurat". The point that keep me smiling is:

9. Mestilah bersaing secara sihat.

Contohnya, menghabiskan kesemua kek yang diberi oleh jejaka lain kepada si gadis agar pemberian jejaka lain tidak masuk ke kotak memori si gadis.

Haha..lawak giler..kalau macam ni gemuk la saya..=)
Tapi demi nak mengorat it's not a big deal kot..

Spring 2009..almost completing half way in states

2009-01-06T19:16:00.000-08:00

Yes tomorrow the class for Spring 2009 will begin. I am gonna learn hard yet interesting stuff like dynamics and thermodynamics. And never forget the 2nd Arabic course. No matter what the language is, learning a new language (for me it is a 3r language) is really great. Looking ahead for a better semester. I am counting the days toward this summer. Yes there is a lot of fun in summer even taking summer class is really enjoyable because we are really focus into it. I am counting for Midwest Games and the most important is the great summer break back in Malaysia.

O Allah, make my path in doing good things to become easy and prevent me from any wrongdoings.

O Allah, help the Mujahideen in Palestine so that they can destroy the laknatullah Zionist.

O Allah, reward the evil Zionist with a great disaster.

Ameen ya rabbal alameen.

May Allah help the Palestinians and keep them strong

2009-01-03T18:44:00.000-08:00

I still remember when I was talking with one of my friend (I can't remember whom), he said that "If you want to find a true Muslim then go to Palestine". The current situation in Gaza make me realized what those "true Muslim" mean. I think it is not only me who hating the Israeli most but there are a lot of people in this world are on the same path with me. Even though if I don't have enough knowledge or information to talk about what is happening now in Middle East, as a human being I can describe what Israeli do toward the Palestinians is over the limit and already cross the boundry. We don't have to talk about any United Nation resolution or whatsoever stuff related to it because it will not work (actually it never work at all). No wonder why Ibn Abbas said he hated Jewish more than he hated monkeys and pigs.

I ask Allah to keep the Palestinians strong and defence Palestine till their last breath and blood.

O brothers, Allah is always with you guys and the victory for Muslims is a definite thing and no doubt about it.

I have faith on You

2008-10-16T11:27:00.000-07:00

When I was chatting with Azmir (Penghulu during BTN), he asked me about my status in YM. I told him my life now is getting miserable. But I know it is my fault. Not attend class, screwed up in the exam and so many things happen till I feel like I got no more strength. Alhamdulillah, there is still people managed to keep me getting alive.

"Tiada orang yang berputus asa dari rahmat Tuhannya, melainkan orang-orang yang sesat." QS:15:56.

He told me to reduce anything that did not necessary. I think everyone feels the same way I am feeling now. We need a kind of special person for us. I realize that now is not the right time to think about it. Life must go on so does me.

Ya Allah, aku bukanlah hambaMu yang kuat maka berilah kekuatan kepadaku.

Ya Allah, aku hambaMu yang selalu bersedih maka gembirakanlah aku.

Ya Allah, aku hambaMu yang tidak tahu bersyukur maka jadikanlah aku hambaMu yang selalu mensyukuri nikmatMu.

Ya Allah, jadikanlah dosa2 silamku pengajaran kepadaku.

Ya Allah, jadikanlah aku hambaMu yang sentiasa mengingatiMu, tidak berputus asa dengan rahmatMu dan mempunyai kekuatan mengahadapi hidupku.

Ya Allah, jika ini jalan yang terbaik untukku, Kau bantulah aku, permudahkanlah ia, jauhkan ia dari kesesatan, dan berikanlah aku kemenangan pada pengakhirannya.

Ya Allah, aku hambaMu yang terlalu banyak meminta, tetapi aku tahu Kau Maha Mendengar doa2 hambaMu.

Spam2

2008-09-20T15:52:00.000-07:00

Sometimes spamming in Yahoo Messenger is good in some particular ways. Here is one way when it gives benefit to one who read the contents:

Betapa juapun kita harus percaya, bahawa kebaikan juga yang menang. Sebab asal-usul kejahatan kita bukan jahat, hanya baik semata. Kalau kejahatan pernah menang, hanyalah lantaran dorongan nafsu. Bila nafsu telah reda, kebaikan jualah yang kita junjung. Sebab itu hendaklah kita percaya hidup penuh dengan Iman dan baik sangka kepada Tuhan. Itulah Falsafah Hidup." HAMKA

Andai Islam seperti sebuah bangunan usang yang hampir roboh, maka akanku berjalan ke seluruh dunia mencari jiwa-jiwa muda. Aku tidak ingin mengutip dengan ramai bilangan mereka, tapi aku inginkan hati-hati yang ikhlas untuk membantuku dan bersama membina kembali bangunan usang itu menjadi sebuah bangunan yang tersergam indah - Imam As-Syahid Hassan Al Banna...

I got the spam from my friend in UTP. I think it is much better than the chain letter who told the reader to pass around the letter or any message otherwise something bad will happen to them or you'll get something good unexpectedly. I totally disagree with this kind of message. Eventhough the purpose is for good manner but it can be something else.

So, for the both messages up there, it is kind of good for the readers to think about it and InsyaAllah we well get benefit from it.

Current crush

2008-09-16T16:41:00.001-07:00

Seriously Upin and Ipin is the cutest and the best cartoon ever. Any parents who want to train their kids to fast should let their kids watching this cartoon. Here is the official website of the Upin and Ipin www.upindanipin.com.my.

Aiyakkk

2008-09-16T00:45:00.001-07:00

Tension giler malam ni Ya Allah..

Soalan statics tiba2 lak xleh solve..

1 soalan dekat 3 jam..what the..tak faham2..

Migrain datang..aaaaa..

Saya tahu saya tension bila saya:

Makan megi tomyam sekali 3 bungkus terus
Telan tylenol 4 biji..niceee

Need someone to talk..

Please3...

Ok..esok malas pergi kelas Arab..sakit kepala..

Sorry la blog..emo x stabil..padehal bulan puasa..haish..

Iklan Mc'Donald - Euro 2008

2008-09-07T23:28:00.001-07:00

"What girl want a kaki bola?"

I hope there is cute girl like kaki bola like in the adv.

Nak awek cmtu boleh? Boleh teman tengok bola. Tapi bukan kat McD la. Kedai mamak aka maple. Tak best la fries. Mee goreng mamak and roti sardin are preferable.

Hahahaha..=)

Just a thought

2008-09-06T00:50:00.000-07:00

Satu hari ustazah masuk kelas. Macam biasa. Nak ajar Pendidikan Islam. Tapi sebelum itu ustazah bagi tazkirah ringkas.

Merendahlah diri serendah mutiara di lautan dan tuntutlah ilmu setinggi bintang di langit.

Itu sahaja tazkirah ustazah tapi yang paling saya ingat sampai ke hari ini dan InsyaAllah sampai ke waktu saya kembali kepadaNya.
Hurm..
Betullah kata pepatah Melayu: Ikutlah resmi padi, makin berisi makin tunduk. Jangan ikut resmi lalang, makin berisi makin tegak.
Pernah suatu hari, saya bersembang dengan seorang kawan (seriously tak ingat siapa). Tapi apa yang saya dengar dari kawan saya itu dia kata sebenarnya manusia ini apabila dia semakin berilmu, dia akan semakin merendah diri.
Maka, fahamlah saya yang manusia ini jikalau hendak dinilai tahap ilmunya, lihatlah ke dalam dirinya. Bukan luarann, tapi tenung dengan mata hati. Sememangnya hakikat menuntut ilmu itu apabila semakin banyak dipelajari, semakin banyak benda yang tak diketahui.

Semakin dalam mutiara itu di dalam lautan, semakin berharga nilainya. Maka, belajarlah merendah diri. Bintang sudah sememangnya sangat jauh dari manusia. Maka, tuntutlah ilmu setinggi tu.

Renung2kan dan selamat beramal.

p/s: tengah boring..

Fall 2008 - Sophomore already

2008-08-24T20:11:00.000-07:00

Nervous2.. tomorrow is the first day for the Fall 2008 semester. I'm gonna be in sophomore year.
Look ahead for a better achievement in everything and pray for the good way of life. InsyaAllah, everything will gonna be smooth.

Good luck everyone in everything you do.

"Life is interesting if there is problem interrupt but it could be more interesting if we take the problem as a challenge and manage to solve it. There is only one way to solve it. PATIENCE."

Boneca - Cela

2008-08-15T19:10:00.001-07:00

Rabak mata ku
Pena menari-nari
Tinta berdarah
Kata membara-bara

Masanya ku bernafas
Ini terakhir kali
Puas sudah ku sesak
Dalam dunia sempit

Dulu tersungkur
Kini berdiri
Kau bermain api
Kini ku bakari

Dulu menunduk
Kini ku celik
Kau bermain api

Engkau mahu sempurna
Engkau jadi sempurna
Biar aku bahagia dengan cela ku
Engkau mahu malaikat
Turun dari kayangan
Biar aku bahagia dengan cela ku
Mengapa
Tidak engkau cermin saja
Diri mu yang sempurna, mempesona
Ku bahagia dengan cela
Mengapa
Tidak kau bercinta saja
Dengan diri mu yang sempurna, mempesona
Ku bahagia dengan cela
Siapa yang mampu mencapai mahu mu
Bilamana kau juga seorang manusia?

Montgomery State Park - Awesome picnic

2008-08-01T13:16:00.000-07:00

I wish, I could have more picnic like this. It was just like usual picnic with food, drinks, paddling boat, fishing, and BBQ. But may be this time, I felt like this picnic provide me a big relief to escape from all the academic stuff or whatsoever study material. Hurm.. I wondered something. Weekend is not study day. You should throw away your book (not for real la) and get a life. And for me, I guess, I could do better in my exam if I get a happy spent weekend.

Here we go some of the pictures taken during the picnic:

Kek Dayana yang sedap...=P

Team Bola Tampar Air Vandy

Wajah2 keriangan dapat maen air and then kena sound ngan ranger

Owh..aku rase muka aku time ni sgt la bahagia..haha..

Boat-paddling best

Any face expression would be fine

Alahai Lilo..tu pon nak ayu2..

Fuhh..Mawarni berduri ngan bae si toyol ngn shades hot masing2

Awek orang putih yg x berape nak hot utk di usha...=P

2 org nelayan from Vanderbilt Fishing Club (Vandy FC) dengan hasil tangkapan mereka

13 ekor blue gill yg menjadi mangsa kerakusan nelayan2 Vandy FC

Solat itu kewajipan, doa itu senjata

Thanx everyone..nanti kite pergi picnic lagi..

Lets plan for another awesome picnic or road trip or vacation..wohoooooo...

No Idea #1

2008-07-24T08:48:00.000-07:00

Sorry..

Malas nak menulis sebab tidak ketahuan apa yang hendak ditulis

Busy? Mungkin.. Sengsara untuk Math.. Bersusah2 dahulu..bersenang2 kemudian..

Penat? Agak.. Fikir masalah umat (tiru ayat Ustaz Rahmat Abdullah dalam filem Sang Murabbi)..hehe.. penat dan letih tengok politik Malaysia..macam2..yang sorg cakap camni yang sorg cakap camtu lak...minyak oh minyak..kenapa la engkau mahal sangat sekarang

Seronok? ada juga..hurm..sebab dah nak habis summer..so kami nak pergi jalan2..InsyaAllah.. Atlanta..here I come..

Happy? ade2..banyak la reason to be happy..and hidup memang kena always happy2..

Cuak? Math 198..Differential Equations..haih..dah nak final dah weyh.. wake up Ganu.. jangan malas2..

Bola? Sedang improve skill defensive untuk menjadi defender sehebat Sergio Ramos dan Carlos Puyol ( 2 2 orang ni rambut diorang smart)

Friendster? active je sentiasa..stalking2 orang..hehe..

Awek? single and not ready to mingle..kah3..

Benda2 yang currently interested? Alamak..xde la..dah lama tak membeli belah kat Amazon..

Menunggu2? July 2009.. balik Malaysia..yahooooo...

Ape lagi eh.. tu je la kot short update.. Alhamdulillah everything is going well.. tapi down jugak sebab kantoi test DEq aritu..haih..Doa2 kan saye dapat A ye..

Jalan yang kutempuh sememangnya sukar, tetapi pertolongan dan janji Allah itu pasti..InsyaAllah

Being Tagged

2008-06-18T19:18:00.000-07:00

After quite a long time I didn't update my blog, today I got to update it since I've being tagged by Fadheface..anyway thank to Fadheface because give me the reason to update my blog and of course the entry as well. Here we go..

7 FACTS about me

:: Name - Muhammad Firdaus Bin Omar
:: Agak jarang orang panggil Firdaus sebab name glamour
:: Tak suke tido, tak suke makan..=P
:: Love sports espcially soccer and rugby
:: Tak berape nak power maen game..in process nak improve
:: Layan sume citer tapi paling layan drama melayu (drama bukan movie sebab movie mlyu typical sangat)
:: Hobi baru - memasak dan memancing

7 things that FRIGHTENED me

:: Allah
:: Losing Family, and friends =(
:: Lupe ape yg dah belajar
:: Dibenci orang
:: Bab2 mati
:: Tak berape nak tenang depan pintu goal (sebab tu maen defender)
:: Tak dapat teman hidup..=P

7 SONGS for the mean time

:: Creep-Radiohead
:: Cinta Antara Kita-Duta feat. Baizura Kahar
:: Ummiku Sayang-Soutus Sofwa
:: Can't take my eyes of you-Muse
:: Takdir dan waktu-Mega
:: I'm yours-Jason Mraz
:: Schnuffle - Bunny song

7 PHRASES always said

:: Damn it
:: WTF????
:: Sengal
:: Come on la
:: Tak gitu?
:: (kata sifat) b**i ah..
:: Haaaaa

7 VALUABLE things for me

:: Family
:: Friends
:: Laptop
:: Xbox (currently)
:: Car (currently)
:: Vandy card
:: Notes yg disalin semasa class

7 FIRST TIMES in my life

:: 890722-08-6115
:: Being abroad (US jauh sangat la pulak)
:: First time mancing kat US terus dapat ikan..wahahaha..
:: Road Accident mase naek moto ngan Jawe blik dari Seksyen 16 maen futsal..sori la Jawe
:: Dpt makan birthday cake sendiri (tu pon mase PAVE)
:: Having my own car and xbox console..yeaayeaahhh
:: Masak nasi..kat US (before ni x penah..)hahaha..

7 Lucky ones to be TAGGED

:: Ainil
:: Jawa
:: Zulisk
:: Naufal
:: Mohaimin
:: Emir Al-Bukhalil
:: Anis Azmani

Everything I need to know about life, I learned from Noah's ark

2008-04-19T22:02:00.000-07:00

I found this picture when I read Muhtar Suhaili's post in his blog about his duty at the offshore, http://muhtarsuhaili.wordpress.com/2007/04/29/terkenang-akhirat-di-offshore/
When I read the eleven descriptions about this picture, I start to think and realize that those are so true. Everything that we need to know about our life, Allah shows it in the way of His creature or something that happened in the past and everything about this is stated in Al-Quran. Subhanallah. One of them is about the Noah's ark. At the age of 19 years old, I just start to realize about this thing. The things that I knew before were only about what happened, when it was happened, who are involved and why this thing happened.

Everything happen for a reason. I think there are thousands of meanings behind this Noah's ark story but those eleven descriptions are enough for me that it is related to human being's life generally and my life specifically.

"No matter the storm, when you are with Allah, there's always a rainbow waiting"

They are my family

2008-04-06T02:20:00.000-07:00

Hari ni penat. maen bola pastu ade usrah. tapi tu yg buat life aku jd best. may be typical sangat. ye la- sume org wat bnd yg same- g class, wat hw, quiz, test, maen bola tak pun g rec, lyan youtube, usrah. ckup la stakat tu dulu. hidup yg seronok. walaupun academic aku x stable sgt so far, tak pe la. tu cerita laen.

bler tgk blik gmbr2 yg lepas2, rase cam best. aku check satu2 gmbar, zoom maximum punyer. pergh..cool..i'm too far from my family but wait, i got my family here. this 19th June, genap la setahun ktorg kat bumi US ni. hopefully aku dh
sikit grown up.

Jumaat malam, as usual Chaffin 116 jadi port lepak. tapi mlm tu agak laen. topik sembang simple tapi serius. Pelik. Agak terkejut. Bukan aku sorg yg rase cmtu. kwn2 aku pon. tapi masing2 wat dunno sbb xbrni kate pape. Aku teringat usrah ringkas Asan MIT mase satu usrah online ni. Berkatalah yg baik2 atau pun lebih baik diam. aku tak tau hujung pangkal cerita. aku nak tau tp takut. Teringat pulak aku kat Ammar nye blog. Ammar kate kite kena bersangka baek in any situation. Betul jugak.

pasal cerita tu, aku x tutup, aku hold dulu. aku doa2 kawan2 aku happy, study ok, hidup dalam redha Allah. kdg2 rase sdeh sbb diri yg tersangat la lemah dan emotional nye. pernah dulu mase kat taiping teringat satu masa ni. Fahmi member baek aku (skang kat Maktab Perguruan Perlis, on the way nak jd cikgu. Alhamdulillah Allah perkenankan cita2 die tu.) Fahmi ni perangai standard2 aku je mase skolah dlu. bese la asrama. kdg2 ponteng prep, sbuh x g surau walopun aku prefect. tp bnd2 tu yg jdkan hostel life tu best. mase tu nak wat tayangan pasal Palestin kat surau. Fahmi, Naqi, Ammar ngan Mujahid in charge. dorg jumpe la sorg hamba Allah ni. nak mntak LCD. tp yg menyedihkan hamba Allah ni boleh ckap kat Fahmi ngan Naqi yg kalo nak berjuang untuk Islam, apetah nak bercakap soal Palestin, cermin diri dulu. tengok perangai mcm mane. ilmu cukup ke tak. tapi pantas Mujahid membantah. Mujahid counter balik ape yg org tu ckp kat fahmi ngn Naqi. Mujahid kate kalo nak berjuang untuk Islam, nak tegakkan Islam, tak perlu ilmu yg tinggi2. tak perlu kena berserban berjubah (tapi serban dan jubah itu sunnah, tu laen citer lak). yang penting mesti ada kesedaran. dan kata2 itulah yg aku pegang sampai sekarang. Aku sangat respect and salute mereka ini. Aku x tau cam mane dorg boleh bertahan. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. itulah keyword nye. biarlah org nak ckp ape. yg mane silap patutnye dibetulkan. tapi biar kena tempat la kan. Manusia sama tapi x serupa. Mujahid, Ammar. Tolong aku. aku xde kekuatan seperti antum. Cam mane nak nasihat someone tu kalo diri aku ni pon mcm ni nye jahat. Aku x nak kwn2 aku berubah. kalo berubah pon biarla jadi lebih baik. bisikan syaitan itu sangat halus. Aku x berani. tiba2 aku rindu untuk berbual dengan antum berdua. hati ni mest jadi tenang. aku tak kan kusut2. kata2 penuh berhikmah tetapi dalam suasana ceria. itulah yang aku rindukan.

Kan best kalo dapat jadik mcm mase PAVE dulu. sume org rapat. masak same2, pegi com lab same2. sekarang pon same2 gak juz dah trase ade clique tertentu. selfish kah aku kalo aku je yg nk btol? selfish kah aku kalo sepatut nye kwn yg aku tolong aku biarkan die? jahat kah aku kalo asyik wat org terase? riak kah aku ble asyik ckp besar? emotional kah aku kalo asyik nak mrh2 org?

tak terlintas langsung nak buat org laen marah or sedih. tak terlintas pun nak kutuk2 or marah2 org. nawaituku dengan Allah. Aku gak seperti kalian semua. punye perasaan utk dijaga, tidak sempurna dan sentiasa perlu diingatkan. setakat mane la sgt nk mrh2 or tegur2 pun. setakat mane juga nak bertazkirah balik2 kutuk2 org gak. Maafkan saya. Manusia itu ade khilafnya. Tiada siapa yang sempurna.

Ya Allah, Kau satukanlah hati2 kami ini dengan ikatan ukhwah yang mantap,
Ya Allah, Kau permudahkanlah urusan kami, Kau berkatilah ilmu yang kami pelajari, Kau lapangkanlah dada kami, Kau terangilah hati kami ini.
Ya Allah, lindungilah kami dari godaan syaitan dan nafsu amarah kami, Kau jauhkanlah kami dari azab api neraka.
Ya Allah, berilah kegembiraan kepada orang2 yang aku sayangi. Lindungilah mereka daripada segala malapetaka dan bahaya.
Ya Allah, kurniakanlah kepada kami sifat mengasihi sebagaimana para sahabat mengasihi Rasulullah, jauhkanlah kami dari sifat iri hati, riak, tamak, prasangka.
Amin Ya Rabbal alAmin.

There is no happy ending because a good story does not have its ending

New Search Engine

2008-03-30T12:36:00.000-07:00

This sounds interesting.. It is a Muslims product.. Created by Muslim and thus, as a Muslim we have to support this good stuff. So, after this, there will be no problem anymore to us to find something about Islam (Quran verses, hadith, athaan, lecture, movie, story, blogs and etc.). And yes I admit that I still use the Google search engine but we can use both of these at the same time right? This is still a new product and need our support.

It's just a simple way for doing da'waa.. Just try it.
Here is the link
http://alwahy.com/

Reminder

2008-03-24T23:04:00.000-07:00

"Ganu, don't repeat the same mistake. It was a big mistake during your past time. Live happily as you are now. Concentrate studying and enjoy the life to the fullest."

InsyaAllah Ainil. I wouldn't. Promise. You know me better right? Please keep reminding me. Pray for our success. Amin.

Passion

2008-03-17T15:02:00.000-07:00

Instead of studying and doing the unfinished homework, it's better to deal with something that can give us us ultimate satisfaction. Yes. Since I didn't know what to do with this ball after all, I took its pictures. It's not a kind of artificial pictures but if that kind of thing can give happiness to me, I dare to spend my time with it. May be after this, instead of playing soccer at the Natchez field, I can play rugby. I just know how to play rugby like I know how to play soccer. I'm not even an expert though but I enjoy this game. Just like what the referee used to say before the game, "Rugby is a tough game, played by gentlemen".

Leaders

2008-03-15T15:48:00.001-07:00

What do you guys think about this picture? Bush with his delicious turkey. He is a president. So, no wonder he deserves for the good and huge turkey only for himself. We can deny the fact that he is the most powerful man in this world. His decision can change the world. That is Bush.

How about this man? Dato' Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi. Well, just like other leader, he deserves for the best food served for him. Luxury life; good food, good wearing. Yes. He is Prime Minister. Everyone is watching him. Either he likes it or not, he has to come up with good appearance. But then, I have to give my sympathy to you. The government power has been reduced by the opposition. But you can still eat that kind of food, live happily with your luxury.

How about this picture? For the first time I saw this picture, I felt like my tears came down. While people are busy with their looking for money,power,authority,prosperity, there is still a leader which I can describe as very "zuhud" and "tawaddu' ". Yes. He is also a leader. I still remember when I was young or may be not too young, I described him as a loser. I thought he always talking something bad about government. I thought he failed in lead Kelantan (at that time, I lived in Besut, border between Kelantan and Terengganu). But now, I'm not matured enough but I believe others would have same opinion with me. I don't think I am too young to talk about this matter. I saw this picture before the election, and what was in my mind is "InsyaAllah, Allah is always with the people who seeking for His help and forgiveness and the success is belong to those who applied the Islamic value in their life". I'm proud of you. I don't care about the seats that the opposition won during the election. But as a public, I'm looking for the leader with these criteria (from the picture, there are thousand of characteristic that we can describe). I ask Allah to give my country and the most important my religion, Islam good leaders so that the truth will always become true and the fake will always become fake.

Wests hate him. His policy about Iran's nuclear is so strict. He even said in his speech that Israel should be demolished from the world's map and the Holocaust that was the nightmare for Jews was an Israeli propaganda and it was a myth. But this is him. Mahmoud Ahmadinejad. The characteristics between Dato' Nik Aziz Nik Mat and him were not much different from my eyes. He is the President of Republic of Iran, amongst the richest country in oil and gas industry. He deserves for a may be some kind of luxury. But that kind of thing is never happen. He just have and old car, small house given by his father, small office with no luxury table, chair or carpet, and he even bring food that was cooked by his wife to his office. MasyaAllah. Amazing. When people are looking for their future prosperity, he is busy with his work against America and Israel for what they have done to Muslims. Allah will always help you to complete your duty as Army of Allah.

From those four pictures, the main point is the criteria of a leader. As long as we follow the true path of aqidah and strengthen hold to the Sunnah of Prophet Muhammad s.a.w, Allah will help us and make our way of life to be easy.

Allahuakbar! Allahuakbar! Allahuakbar!

Down

2008-03-05T23:09:00.000-08:00

Down..down sgt2..1st test dh sgt truk..ingtkan 2nd test boleh la improve..but everything is getting worse than before..dah la jauh bwh average..Ya Allah..ape nak jadi ni..prof tu wat soalan die ssh sgt ke? ke mmg aku yg mmg x pndi sbjct nih? x pon sume org same pndai. aku je yg malas study. org laen stdy giler2 tp aku maen2..may be sbb tu..aku dah wat yg aku mmpu..n aku admit tu la level aku..takutnye...jadi org corot2 dlm class..malu kan..bajet power tp the fact..hampeh je..lepas ni go on je la..loser pon loser la..dh slalu sgt jd loser..nk gak jd org2 yg brjaya..frust..down..sedih..takut..sume2 yg x best la...Doc V..aku x ready lagi nk blik mlysa..jgn hntr aku balik..

Ya Allah, jika kegagalan hari semalam ini adalah jalan yang terbaik untukku, jadikanlah aku hari ini lebih berjaya dari hari semalam dan jadikanlah hari esokku lebih berjaya dari hari in.
Ya Allah, jika ini jalan yang terbaik untukku, maka Kau rahmatilah ia dan bantulah hamba-Mu yg lemah ini.
Ya Allah, jika inilah yang terbaik untukku, bagilah aku kenal erti rendah diri dan tawaddu' kepada-Mu.
Ya Allah, kau tetapkanlah pendirianku, teguhkan imanku atas jalan yang Kau redhai, jauhkanlah aku dari sifat takabbur, riak, malas dan putus asa.
Ya Allah, jika inilah yang terbaik untukku, kuriniakanlah aku kejayaan di pengakhirannya.

I'm going through a hard time in my life

2008-02-19T15:09:00.000-08:00

Ya Allah, I ask you to give us your blessing so .that we can live in the most blessed life, Ya Allah, I ask you to protect us from weakness and give us strength so that we can succeed as the best ummah in the world. Ya Allah, bless our knowledge and open our heart so that we can easily gain your knowledge, so that we can easily understand what we learn, so that we can easily memorize every versus in Al-Quran. Ya Allah, I ask you to give us calmness so that we won't feel weak, so that we won't feel lost. Ya Allah, I ask you to help Mujahidin in Palestine and elsewhere so that Israel laknatullah will be destroyed.

Israel Laknatullah

2008-01-21T15:26:00.000-08:00

Gaza bergelap ‘hukuman mati’ rejim Israel

BANDAR GAZA 21 Jan. – Seluruh Gaza bergelap selepas loji janakuasa tunggal yang beroperasi terpaksa ditutup berikutan kehabisan bahan bakar berikutan sekatan Israel yang mahu membendung serangan roket para pejuang Palestin.

Penutupan loji yang membekalkan 30 peratus keperluan elektrik penduduk di wilayah ini menyebabkan seluruh Bandar Gaza bergelap dan memburukkan lagi keadaan masalah yang sedia teruk di wilayah pesisir ini.

Bekalan elektrik ditutup secara rasmi pada pukul 8 malam tadi (2 pagi Isnin waktu Malaysia) dan tindakan itu akan menyebabkan krisis kemanusiaan yang mengancam nyawa penduduk.

“Kami terpaksa menutup loji janakuasa ini sebab kehabisan bahan api,” kata Pengarahnya, Rafiq Mliha.

Beliau turut memberi amaran mengenai “kesan buruk kepada penduduk, operasi hospital dan loji rawatan air.”

Rafiq memberitahu, beliau juga tidak mengetahui bila Israel akan membenarkan bekalan bahan api dibawa masuk bagi membolehkan loji janakuasa beroperasi semula.

Sementara itu pegawai Kementerian Kesihatan, Dr. Moaiya Hassanain memberi amaran, tindakan menyekat penghantaran bahan api akan mencetuskan malapetaka kesihatan.

“Kami hanya ada pilihan sama ada memotong bekalan elektrik untuk bayi di wad bersalin atau pesakit pembedahan jantung atau menghentikan kerja di bilik bedah,” katanya.

Wilayah Gaza yang mempunyai 1.5 juta penduduk yang bergantung kepada bantuan luar masih terputus dari dunia luar selepas semua pintu masuk ditutup sejak Jumaat lalu berikutan arahan Kabinet Israel yang mahu mengekang serangan pejuang.

Kilang-kilang roti turut menghentikan operasi berikutan ketiadaan bekalan tepung dan tenaga elektrik.

Pengarah Agensi Bantuan dan Kerja Pertubuhan Bangsa-Bangsa Bersatu (PBB) bagi Palestin di Gaza mendesak Israel membuka semula pintu masuk dan meminta masyarakat antarabangsa membantu penduduk awam.

“Penutupan janakuasa menyebabkan seluruh Bandar Gaza dengan 600,000 penduduknya bergelap,” kata John Ging, sambil menambah, ia memberi kesan kepada semua aspek kehidupan penduduk di Gaza.

“Jika anda melawat hospital-hospital, anda akan mendapati generator yang digunakan hanya memadai untuk peralatan asas sahaja. Mereka kesejukan di semua wad, menambahkan penderitaan pesakit,” ujar Ging.

Sementara pergerakan Hamas yang menguasai Gaza sejak Jun lalu menyatakan, langkah rejim Tel Avib merupakan “hukuman mati” ke atas wilayah ini dan menggesa campur-tangan antarabangsa.

Gesaan Hamas tersebut turut mendapat sokongan Presiden Palestin, Mahmoud Abbas yang mahukan Israel menamatkan kepungan dengan segera.

– Agensi

Utusan Malaysia-Luar Neagara 22 Januari 2008

Ya Allah, "mereka"(Israel) itu terlalu kejam. Lindungilah, peliharalah, dan bantulah umat Islam di Palestin agar mereka mencapai kemenangan ke atas Israel laknatullah.

My commercial face making..

2008-01-20T03:59:00.001-08:00

Thank you Fish for doing this for me. I assumed that you would expect me to get mad after I looked at this picture. But since I like it because my crazy and ugly face, I post this picture to my blog. I do love it. Spontaneously acting. Should I make a dream that one day my face will gonna be on the front page of Cleo's magazine? Hurm....

Come back

2008-01-20T03:47:00.000-08:00

I do apologized you guys since I was not being here since a long time. Actually I wanna come out with so many stories but I really need time to update my blog by posting new posts. Since now I've started new semester, 2008 Spring, I turn to be more busy than the fall semester. But what we've been told via Al-Quran, if we go through something with patience, at the last, the success will be ours.
I ask Allah to give us His blessing so that we can be the successful ummah in the world and in the hereafter.
Looking for a better semester, turn to be a better person, InsyaAllah..

Doa Penerang Hati..

2007-12-17T14:13:00.000-08:00

Ertinya:
“Ya Tuhan, lapangkanlah dadaku, mudahkanlah segala urusanku, dan lepaskanlah kekakuan lidahku, agar mereka mengerti perkataanku.” (QS. Thâha: 27)

Penjelasan:
Al-Quran mengisahkan, bahawa doa tersebut dibaca oleh Nabi Musa a.s. ketika mendapat perintah dari Allah s.w.t. agar menyampaikan risalah kepada Fir’aun. Dan akhirnya Allah s.w.t mengabulkan permintaan Nabi Musa a.s.

Prayer reciting

2007-12-15T17:13:00.000-08:00

Since it's almost the day of my final exam, I remembered about my memory back in my high school. Every Tuesday, I had to go to the library and lead the prayer recitation. Thank a lot to Mujahid and Ammar, both of you guys taught me a lot about the Islamic value that we should have in our life. And now I realize that the only factor of my failure in SPM was caused of lack of Islamic values applied in my life. I missed my old days. The days before I got into a relationship that totally a disaster for me. Ya Allah, ampunkanlah hamba-Mu yang lemah lagi tidak berdaya ini.

Alhamdulillah, I still remember that prayer till now......Prayer that would be read before we started our learning session in class..

O Allah O our God, Bless our knowledge and bless our life. Open the door of our heart so that we can easily gain Your knowledge. Make us among those who succeed on earth, en joyous in the hereafter. Protect us from slough, weakness, cowardice, selfishness and also from takabbur and riya". And protect us from ever hunger lust.

All the best for all Malaysian students in Vandy in your final exam. May Allah bless us and inspire us with a good inspiration during the exam. InsyaAllah.

Umat Islam Harus Cemerlang

2007-12-15T17:07:00.001-08:00

I heard this song once I watched Al-Fadhil Ust. Akhil Hayy Rawaa's video on Youtube..His great voice makes this song to be really meaningful to me. Yes, Islam is Allah's religion and Muslim is the best ummah in the world.

HUJAN - BILA AKU SUDAH TIADA

2007-12-09T00:58:00.001-08:00

I'm addicted to HUJAN

BILA AKU SUDAH TIADA

Bila, aku sudah tiada
simpan semua lagu ku
jangan di tangis selalu

Mungkin, itu sementara
bila jumpa pengganti ku
jangan d lupakan aku

Pagi itu indah seperti biasa
tidur yang lena terhenti d sana
layap kuyu masih tak terdaya
bukalah tingkap mu
curahkan cahaya...

Siapa yang sangka
bila tiba masa kita
untuk pergi selamanya

Takkan terduga
jika saat ni
tuhan tentukan
aku lah orangnya

Gelak tawa tangisan yg hiba
kenangan kita masa d dunia
alangkah indahnya jika
kita mampu hidup selamanya...

proud to be a muslim

2007-12-07T13:52:00.001-08:00

The most lovely song

Oil Rig

2007-12-06T08:40:00.000-08:00

from this picture, i realize that not only chemical engineer, petroleum engineer or geophysicist can work on the oil rig. mechanical engineer and civil engineer can be here as well. i wish i could be here one day, employed by any oil company to work on the oil rig. but just one thing that i wonder about this, gosh..no life.

Black Thypoon

2007-12-05T11:15:00.001-08:00

Proud of you guys..

Chemistry Lab final exam, CS 151, matlab..

2007-12-04T23:17:00.000-08:00

Chemistry lab final exam
the questions were not too hard but i really couldn't remember the answers for 1 question.
-List down 3 rules for breaking octet rules with its specific example for each rule.
i could remember the terms like 'expansion','odd','deficient', but i didn't know how to provide the correct answer..so..i just wrote down what i remember at that time.
to prevent this thing happen next time..here are the correct answer so that i always remember it.
Rules for breaking octet rules:
1. ODD-ELECTRON MOLECULES
e.g NO
2.OCTET-DEFICIENT MOLECULES
e.g BF3
3. VALENCE-SHELL EXPANSION
e.g SF6

CS151
computer and ethics..i hate this course..i don't have any idea why i should assign for this class..
is it because most of Malaysian students that assign for this course score at least A-? but i'm not them. i don't have any passion for this course and that is the reason i couldn't score a good grade for this course..i've tried my best and that's the result..I accept it..

MATLAB
hmmmm...the 1st class was so bored..i prefer ProE class..now, i have to work on matlab..something that sounds really terrible for me because i'm not a mastermind in matlab.
i just can do it with my friends' help. hopefully, after i graduate from Vanderbilt, i could feel that matlab is like using 570 casio calculator.

Kita Bertanya...

2007-12-04T10:23:00.000-08:00

KITA BERTANYA : KENAPA AKU TAK DAPAT APA YG AKU IDAM-IDAMKAN?QURAN MENJAWAB
"Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu,
dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu, Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui."
- Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 216

KITA BERTANYA : KENAPA UJIAN SEBERAT INI?
QURAN MENJAWAB
"Allah tidak membebani seseorang itu melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya."
- Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 286

KITA BERTANYA : KENAPA RASA FRUST?QURAN MENJAWAB
"Jgnlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan jgnlah pula kamu bersedih hati,
padahal kamulah org2 yg paling tinggi darjatnya, jika kamu org2 yg beriman."
- Surah Al-Imran ayat 139

KITA BERTANYA : BAGAIMANA HARUS AKU MENGHADAPINYA?
QURAN MENJAWAB
"Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Bersabarlah kamu(menghadapi segala kesukaran dalam mengerjakan perkara-perkara yang berkebajikan),dan kuatkanlah kesabaran kamu lebih daripada kesabaran musuh, di medan perjuangan), dan bersedialah (dengan kekuatan pertahanan di daerah-daerah sempadan) serta bertaqwalah (be fearfull of Allah The Almighty) kamu kepada Allah supaya, kamu berjaya (mencapai kemenangan)."

KITA BERTANYA:BAGAIMANA HARUS AKU MENGHADAPINYA?
QURAN MENJAWAB
"Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dengan jalan sabar dan mengerjakan sembahyang; dan sesungguhnya sembahyang itu amatlah berat kecuali kepada orang-orang yang khusyuk"
- Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 45

KITA BERTANYA : APA YANG AKU DAPAT DARIPADA SEMUA INI?
QURAN MENJAWAB
"Sesungguhnya Allah telah membeli dari org2 mu'min, diri, harta mereka dengan memberikan syurga utk mereka... ?
- Surah At-Taubah ayat 111

KITA BERTANYA : KEPADA SIAPA AKU BERHARAP?
QURAN MENJAWAB
"Hanyalah Allah bagiku, tidak ada Tuhan selain dari Nya. Hanya kepadaNya aku bertawakkal."
- Surah At-Taubah ayat 129

KITA BERKATA : AKU TAK DAPAT TAHAN!!!
QURAN MENJAWAB
"... ..dan jgnlah kamu berputus asa dr rahmat Allah melainkan kaum yg kafir."

Final test for Chem104A(lab)+chem lab report finale

2007-12-03T20:40:00.000-08:00

Good luck for me for my final lab exam..
since now i don't revise anything yet.
just a little bit nervous but it is not a big deal.
I'm happy because this is my last chemistry lab ever.
but now i don't know how to finish my lab report.
since it is the final lab report, it is really hard for me..hahaha..(of course it's hard for you ganu..you just type several words and then you are more focusing on your friendster,YM, and blog.
but it's ok..i don't like to make something that would put me under pressure..
i know i'm not as good as my other friends with 'A' in all courses. but i believe with what Ustaz Munawwar (my Islamic Study teacher in high school) said : "Whoever help Allah's religion, He will help you back. I was not teach this subject for 'A' in exam, but for the sake of Allah's blessing in the world and in the hereafter".

Energy from AlQuran

2007-12-03T18:44:00.000-08:00

Energy from AlQuran

Read with the name of your Lord(Allah)..

- Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 1 hingga 25, dan ayat 244 hingga 255 adalah ayat pendinding kepada sakit-sakit gangguan yang disebabkan oleh sihir manusia melalui jin, iblis dan syaitan.

- Surah Asy Syuaraa’ ayat 95 hingga 118, Surah Arrad ayat 30 hingga 34, Surah Fussilat ayat 28 hingga 44, ayat-ayat di dalam Surah Taha, Surah Al-Hasyr, Surah Al-Ghaasyiyah dan Surah Asy Syura sungguh berkesan dibaca untuk mengeluarkan jin, benda-benda halus atau racun-racun perbuatan ilmu sihir atau santau dari badan manusia.

- Surah Muhammad ayat 21 hingga 32 dan Surah Taha ayat 120 hingga 135 adalah ayat “penyejuk” iaitu penawar kepada orang yang panas baran dan untuk mententeramkan jiwa, fikiran dan hati. Sekiranya hati rasa resah dan gelisah atau “moody” tanpa sebab, dengan mengamalkan ayat-ayat ini dapat mententeramkan jiwa dan hati.

- Surah Kahfi ayat 32 hingga 50 adalah digunakan sebagai ubat tahan sakit atau pain killer. Tetapi bila kita membaca terjemahan ayat tersebut, ia tiada kaitan dengan ubat tahan sakit, ini adalah kehebatan Al Quran.

- Ayat-ayat di dalam surah Al-Anfaal mengandungi banyak hikmah yang menyamai fungsi antibiotik-antibiotik kepada pelbagai penyakit. - Ayat-ayat di dalam Surah Maryam dan Surah An-Nisaa’ dapat mengubati penyakit yang berkaitan dengan kaum perempuan seperti fibroid, ovarian cysts, dll.

- Ayat-ayat di dalam Surah Al-Qasas, Surah Al-Israa’, Surah Ash Syura, Surah As Saaffaat, Surah Ambiyaa’, Surah Al-Ahqaaf dan sebagainya banyak digunakan untuk mengubati sakit badan seperti jantung, sakit buah pinggang, dll.

- Surah Yassin ayat 72 hingga 83 dan Surah Ar-Rahman ayat 21 hingga 60 adalah ayat penerang hati dan sesuai untuk diamalkan oleh pelajar-pelajar atau anak-anak yang bersekolah.

- Surah Al-Waqiah ayat 36 hingga 74 untuk murah rezeki dari segi kesihatan, kewangan dan harta kekayaan.

- Surah Qaaf ayat 16 hingga 45 dan Surah Sod ayat 34 hingga 61 selalunya untuk penyakit yang ada kaitan dengan tulang (seperti sakit rheumatism, arthritis, sakit sendi, tulang patah atau fractured, slip disc, sakit tulang belakang)

- Surah Al Buruuj ayat 1 higga 22 selalunya di baca untuk penawar sakit-sakit yang berkaitan dengan perut (seperti gastric, stomach ulcer) atau penyakit yang berkaitan dengan usus besar atau usus kecil.

The most important thing is we believe with Allah's help.

First Post

2007-12-03T16:36:00.000-08:00

yea..finally i create my own blog..actually i don't even know how to customize it..so i want to learn from someone who already had their blog..may be after i read some of my friends' blogs and some others' blogs, i start thinking to have my own blog..it is so much fun when we can express everything that we think, we feel or we go through it. but the thing now is i don't know how to make my blog to be as interesting as others'. yes, i admit that i the one who really don't know about computer. what i know is juzt YM and Frienster..but now..1 more stuff..blogger..